<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021</id><updated>2011-07-07T19:07:54.307-04:00</updated><category term='Eyre Tosdoc'/><category term='brief description'/><category term='Lord Halvren'/><category term='Lord of Inger'/><category term='minor characters'/><category term='Hezason'/><category term='Serena'/><category term='King Appomex'/><category term='Gelassi'/><category term='Fen'/><category term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category term='house of women'/><category term='Dzai'/><category term='Drezi'/><category term='King Philrone'/><category term='Dophe'/><category term='retributions'/><category term='King Erebus'/><category term='main characters'/><category term='Hetta'/><category term='high queen'/><category term='Yasper'/><category term='Eltesnians'/><category term='Schedron'/><category term='King Dalma'/><category term='epic in a bottle'/><category term='reenactment of entrapment'/><category term='Rad&apos;en&apos;'/><category term='Laws of Entrapment'/><category term='Inn of the Tea Pot'/><category term='Purlong'/><category term='Ara'/><category term='Savlii'/><category term='Book of Ara'/><category term='Part III - Alliances'/><category term='kanabulan'/><category term='epic blog'/><category term='Early Dzai'/><category term='Durnast'/><category term='Cznorh'/><category term='Paynor'/><category term='Olan'/><category term='Lane'/><category term='King Olan'/><category term='Burgi'/><category term='Houseborne'/><category term='Holy War'/><category term='Part I - Transgressions'/><category term='imponderables'/><category term='soap opera'/><category term='wendy kovitz'/><category term='Ksennia'/><category term='Duke'/><category term='Jaun Sei'/><category term='Part II - Retributions'/><category term='Misha'/><category term='Zyta'/><category term='Naeri'/><category term='getting started'/><category term='Taisia'/><category term='Eburgistraten'/><category term='Nalev'/><category term='collaborative writing'/><category term='Tironik'/><category term='D&apos;Hir'/><category term='Mand&apos;er'/><category term='Zbinka'/><category term='King Making'/><category term='Neopar'/><category term='Belaurii'/><category term='Delcine'/><category term='house'/><category term='Seera'/><category term='Phaeta'/><category term='technotainment'/><category term='Roarke'/><category term='Adelaide'/><category term='Vay'/><category term='Commentary by Tironik'/><category term='Zbinka&apos;s Musings'/><title type='text'>Epic In A Bottle</title><subtitle type='html'>Epic Soap Opera, in Blog format.    Begin with &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,
&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt;Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>62</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-7539138437547415246</id><published>2009-10-18T19:36:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-18T19:38:31.695-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='soap opera'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic in a bottle'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Book of Ara'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>Welcome to a sudsy, barbaric farce</title><content type='html'>&lt;div class="post hentry uncustomized-post-template"&gt; &lt;a name="978651716059258282"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;   &lt;div class="post-body entry-content"&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-size: 130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"&gt;Beta Version at:  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 153);" href="http://bookofara.blogspot.com"&gt;The Book of Ara&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Part&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-size: 130%;"&gt;: Collaborative Blog, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-size: 130%;"&gt;Epic&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-size: 130%;"&gt;, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-size: 130%;"&gt;Soap Opera&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-size: 130%;"&gt;, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-size: 130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;Social Commentary&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-size: 130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-style: italic;"&gt;(Part Finished&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-size: 130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;brought to you Wendy Kovitz:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Equal parts Edward Albee, Eddie Haskell, and Edie Brickell"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Love child of Sasha Cohen and Dr. Ruth from a parallel earth"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);" class="status-body"&gt;&lt;span class="entry-content"&gt;More death than Italian opera, more "pas de trois" than ballet, love it or hate it, it's an epic soap!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span class="status-body"&gt;&lt;span class="entry-content"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Everyone's a critic, that's why I allow open comments.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-7539138437547415246?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/7539138437547415246/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=7539138437547415246' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/7539138437547415246'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/7539138437547415246'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/10/welcome-to-sudsy-barbaric-farce.html' title='Welcome to a sudsy, barbaric farce'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-8896661867506601269</id><published>2009-07-22T10:30:00.007-04:00</published><updated>2009-07-22T15:39:39.109-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Savlii'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Dalma'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part II - Retributions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nalev'/><title type='text'>"Life of a Page, Part 3" by Misha</title><content type='html'>&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/life-of-page-part-2-by-misha.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;As it turned out taunting the superior officer, though immediately rewarding was not beneficial in the long run. The political climate of Eltesnia and especially within the high court of Cznorh was changing, distancing itself from the powerful intrusion of the House while elevating the authority of the King's Council. King Dalma vehemently opposed this shift from the start, but he was swayed over time by the pervasive efforts of those closest to him. The direct ramification for us was that Nalev's ties to the House mattered less and less. And Savlii was poised for retribution.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lev was promoted to the Office of Disciplinary Affairs which had the dubious honor of trying and executing all offenders of Houseborne misconduct, including infractions perpetrated by Eltesnian citizens. Savlii took enormous satisfaction in knowing that his nemesis spent every waking hour treading lightly with his personal life while being forced to uphold a system that he despised. I remained with Lev as his secretary for a number of months before he had a sudden miraculous recovery with his eye sight and sent me to live with Zbinka as her guard. Those were bittersweet times for all of us and, as in the never ending war, we took comfort wherever we could find it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/naeri-and-eburgistraten.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-8896661867506601269?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/8896661867506601269/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=8896661867506601269' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8896661867506601269'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8896661867506601269'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/life-of-page-part-3-by-misha.html' title='&quot;Life of a Page, Part 3&quot; by Misha'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-978651716059258282</id><published>2009-07-16T22:54:00.002-04:00</published><updated>2009-07-16T22:57:11.850-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='soap opera'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>Welcome to a sudsy, barbaric farce</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;Part&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;: Collaborative Blog, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;Epic&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;Soap Opera&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;Social Commentary&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-style: italic;"&gt;(Part Finished&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;brought to you Wendy Kovitz:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Equal parts Edward Albee, Eddie Haskell, and Edie Brickell"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Love child of Sasha Cohen and Dr. Ruth from a parallel earth"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);" class="status-body"&gt;&lt;span class="entry-content"&gt;More death than Italian opera, more "pas de trois" than ballet, love it or hate it, it's an epic soap!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span class="status-body"&gt;&lt;span class="entry-content"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Everyone's a critic, that's why I allow open comments.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-978651716059258282?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/978651716059258282/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=978651716059258282' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/978651716059258282'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/978651716059258282'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/welcome-to-sudsy-barbaric-farce.html' title='Welcome to a sudsy, barbaric farce'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-5245143112988565560</id><published>2009-07-14T23:52:00.007-04:00</published><updated>2009-07-15T17:05:16.211-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Taisia'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Dophe'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Neopar'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Hetta'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part II - Retributions'/><title type='text'>"Fluff" by Misha</title><content type='html'>&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/creating-misha-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left;"&gt;My life had been filled with people telling me where to go, whom to hate and, somehow even more insidious, whom to love. Neopar gave me his assurance that he would do whatever was possible to find Lev. Unfortunately, it also left me rather exposed and vulnerable, precisely how the king preferred his companions. He was given to many fetishes, most of which were better suited for the kitchen than the bedroom. He was also obsessed with fulfilling the prophecy of, whatever he called it. Most times I tried to shut out his voice, which was no small feat because of his boisterous and jovial nature.  He never spoke in a normal conversational tone. It was always either booming and grandiose or emphatically hushed. It was little surprise that the Queen kept her distance from him. The power of Belaurii was fully on her side of the family tree which was why he was so preoccupied with screwing Fen and that prophecy. While my job might have been a new personal low at least I was not the mistress and it would not be me sent off to the chopping block at Dophe's whim.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left;"&gt;Since Neopar had very little to do in court Fen and I were his primary entertainment. It was easy to get him drunk and have him pass into a deep, deep sleep. That was about the only time we could socialize with Hetta and Taisia who became very dear friends to me. Fen had the habit of making herself scarce, as if it wasn't my job to notice, and I would generally find her the following morning in much better spirits. Neopar, on the other hand, would wake up a complete wreck and swear off drinking, until the next time we needed to silence him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left;"&gt;As bad as it typically was, it got markedly worse when Neopar threw his back out logrolling and was laid out flat on his back for weeks.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left;"&gt;"Well, go on," I said to Fen who was lounging about reading a book of poetry.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left;"&gt;"I'm almost done with this page," she said without looking up.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left;"&gt;I took the book from her. "And this page is done for the night. If you'll excuse me, berry seeds are chafing my foreskin."&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left;"&gt;"I don't like berries."&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left;"&gt;"Always about you, princess."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left;"&gt;"I can hear you," Neopar bellowed.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left;"&gt;Fen glared at me and slapped me across the face. I quickly retaliated then she trudged off behind the bed curtains.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/captive-and-captivating-zbinkas-musings.html"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-5245143112988565560?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/5245143112988565560/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=5245143112988565560' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/5245143112988565560'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/5245143112988565560'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/fluff-by-misha.html' title='&quot;Fluff&quot; by Misha'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-5591051155557976428</id><published>2009-07-14T14:50:00.007-04:00</published><updated>2009-07-14T23:46:05.129-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='soap opera'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>Someday, I'll think of a Title</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;Part&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;: Collaborative Blog, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;Epic&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;Soap Opera&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;Social Commentary&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-style: italic;"&gt;(Part Finished&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);" class="status-body"&gt;&lt;span class="entry-content"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);" class="status-body"&gt;&lt;span class="entry-content"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;brought to you Wendy Kovitz:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Equal parts Edward Albee, Eddie Haskell, and Edie Brickell"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Love child of Sasha Cohen and Dr. Ruth from a parallel earth"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);" class="status-body"&gt;&lt;span class="entry-content"&gt;More death than Italian opera, more "pas de trois" than ballet, love it or hate it, it's an epic soap!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);" class="status-body"&gt;&lt;span class="entry-content"&gt;Fantasy soap about societally-induced ambisexuality&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span class="status-body"&gt;&lt;span class="entry-content"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Everyone's a critic, that's why I allow open comments.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-5591051155557976428?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/5591051155557976428/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=5591051155557976428' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/5591051155557976428'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/5591051155557976428'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/someday-ill-think-of-title.html' title='Someday, I&apos;ll think of a Title'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-9076908396681160262</id><published>2009-07-14T14:38:00.012-04:00</published><updated>2009-07-22T15:39:23.190-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Vay'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Savlii'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Dalma'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Adelaide'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Zbinka'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nalev'/><title type='text'>"Life of a Page, Part 2" by Misha</title><content type='html'>&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/life-of-page-part-1-by-misha.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;By twenty years of age not only was I the oldest page in Eltesnian military history but I had surpassed my Eyre in both height and weight, so much so that I more closely resembled his body guard than scribe. Savlii, who never cared much for Lev, was surprisingly silent regarding our lingering arrangement, patiently waiting his prophetic words to come to pass. I had already lost friends in battle and was continually frustrated by my inability to take up arms and join them, but there were limits even to what Lev could get away with, in spite of all of Vay's authority. The fact that Vay was high priestess never ceased to amaze me. Humorless and uncharismatic, she was all business and pragmatism, be it for prostitution, war or day-to-day economic development of the House. She had always shown rather uncharacteristic warmth to me and once when I was a child I asked her why. "You're a special child, Misha. Always remember that," was her reply.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Vay's influence was felt almost as palpable in the court of Cznorh during the reign of King Dalma as it was in the House and she spoke highly of Lev. Yearly, he received the highly coveted invitation to participate in the Re-enactment of Entrapment. Yearly, I had to remind him that it was in his best interest to go. Occasionally he would be invited to attend a royal birthday or wedding as was the case when Prince Roarke married Princess Adelaide of Belaurii.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was at the wedding celebration that we first met the King's cousin Lady Zbinka. Approaching thirty never married, she seemed to instantly get it in her head that Lev would make a good husband and proposed to him on the spot. She was an odd contradiction, both refined and boisterous, her presence was felt when she walked into any room. The Erye told her that he was flattered by her offer, but that her interests would be better suited with another choice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My apologies, Erye Nalev," Zbinka started with a coy smile. "I have caught you at the disadvantage that you know little of me, while I know everything about you. Would you care to talk somewhere more private?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The reply was a very polite "no", but she persuaded both of us to join her in a quiet study. She explained, in great detail, her activities over the years in protest of the dehumanization of the Houseborne class. There had been rumors of her involvement especially in the kidnappings of Houseborne males from their foster homes and subsequent placement elsewhere. Allegations that if proven would lead to her execution, royalty or not.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lev thanked her for placing her trust in him but didn't see the benefit in an alliance. Clearly, she did and continued in her negotiations.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Erye Nalev, you have become larger than life in your quiet yet subversive manner and put a face on a cause so many of us secretly defend. The two of you have broken infraction after infraction of the outdated and abhorrent code of conduct regarding the Houseborne and have managed to remain relatively unscathed. Alone, I'm not sure how much longer we can defy the system. Together, we represent a very powerful alliance that takes us much closer to the realization of our goals."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wasn't aware that we had any such lofty goals, at least not before that night. It had always been more of a struggle for day to day existence more than a cause. But Zbinka made her impression on Nalev and before year's end he received permission from Vay to be married. As the figure head of authority for both the clerical and political power that Zbinka sought to undermine, Vay was confident that Nalev would ultimately remain loyal to his previous commitments.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The marriage seemed to signify a change with Savlii and he resumed his vocal attacks on Lev. We often played cards together, and since Lev had such terrible difficulty in reading I got to play his hands. Unlike Lev, I always won which added to Savlii's dissatisfaction.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I can not believe you make me play with a page," Savlii huffed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And that you always lose to a page?" Nalev scoffed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't know what you're trying to prove, Nalev. Your behavior lacks any semblance of propriety and can not be overlooked for much longer. Your familiarity with this man is an abomination."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Unlike your familiarity with him when he was a child?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You've taken a military institution and made a complete mockery of it. You're entitled to a page, Eyre Nalev, not a wife."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Actually, I'm entitled to both and have done a reasonable job in keeping both satisfied. Which is more than I can say for your relationships. Who was it your wife ran off with again? Your brother, as I recall."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Mock me if you will. I will see you driven out of the army," Savlii said and got up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Eyre Savlii, aren't you forgetting something?" Lev asked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Savlii threw some money down on the table and left. It was always good to see him leave.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/life-of-page-part-3-by-misha.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/naeri-and-eburgistraten.html"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"&gt;TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"&gt;RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-9076908396681160262?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/9076908396681160262/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=9076908396681160262' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/9076908396681160262'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/9076908396681160262'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/life-of-page-part-2-by-misha.html' title='&quot;Life of a Page, Part 2&quot; by Misha'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-9099874085235735288</id><published>2009-07-14T02:02:00.007-04:00</published><updated>2009-12-19T21:40:41.949-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Zyta'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Neopar'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Zbinka'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part III - Alliances'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nalev'/><title type='text'>"Breaking Point" by Misha</title><content type='html'>&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/restoring-order-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;As a soldier, the news should not have affected me as it did. I went to find him, hoping that I would have the fortitude not to wring the life from his fat little neck...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You spineless, shameless excuse for a king!" I said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I pushed him into the wall and attempted to wring the life from Neopar's neck. It was amazing how quickly the guests quieted down. I'll admit I was more preoccupied with his quickening pulse as he tensed his neck muscles than to the party I had just disrupted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You call yourself a king? Belaurii is in civil war and you hide here eating and drinking while we fight your fight!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Misha!" Zbinka exclaimed in hushed horror. "Let him go."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I reluctantly complied and he continued to stare at me with that disconcerting grin on his sweaty face. He reached for a drink. Two servants abruptly took away my weapons.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What were you thinking?" Zbinka scolded.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Rad'en' and the prince have been captured," I said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I know, Misha. We need more troops and right now you're hampering the only means at my disposal to rectify that problem."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Perhaps his countrymen would remain loyal if he did not necessary to flee--"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Misha, Rad'en' is a soldier. You have to trust that he can take care of himself and D'Hir. I think you should leave now." Zbinka insisted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Misha, I'm sure we could both benefit from discussing this." Neopar said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I turned and exited the grand home I had occupied many times before yet it never felt so completely foreign. Once outside there was a familiar face waiting to return my weapons. Zyta had been lady-in-waiting to Zbinka since her return to Eltesnia.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do not trust him, Misha," Zyta said quietly as her eyes darted around us.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What is it, Zyta?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He had my father killed because he held out on the creation of the stone. There's no way he would give up the secret of the imponderables. Not for his life or that of anyone else."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Does your lady know?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No. I don't know who else I can trust, Misha."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you know anything of his work?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Only a little."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then I suspect you are no longer safe here."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I took Zyta with me to the court of Cznorh and explained to Roarke and Lev that if there was something secret and elusive enough to kill for, it was worth our discovering first. Roarke was remarkably well composed. It was times such as these that I found myself admiring him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nalev poured me another drink to steady my nerves then pulled me aside.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I believe Rad'en' will be fine," Lev said quietly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You've seen it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You're not just telling me this?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But you would. If you thought it would help."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lev smiled. "Of course. But there's more, Misha. Taisia's gone to Kanabulan."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"To do what?" I asked loudly feeling the affects of too much drink and rage.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lev attempted to hand me a folded letter, but I pushed it away. "Tell me," I demanded.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Believing that Hezason had already allied himself with Dophe, Taisai wrote that she would never forgive herself if she did not do everything in her power to see to the safe return of Rad'en' and D'Hir.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I already sent word to Fen." Nalev explained.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'm going."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You made an attempt on one king's life tonight and are lucky to live to tell about it. Eat and get some rest."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I appreciate your concern." I placed my hands on his arms and realized how steady he was while I found myself trembling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If you must go, go tomorrow." Nalev suggested.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Before long Fen would be in Kanabulan and I began to suspect that instead of adding another irrational and highly volatile person to the mix, I could make better use of my time by returning to Gelassi and strenghtening our troops.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-9099874085235735288?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/9099874085235735288/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=9099874085235735288' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/9099874085235735288'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/9099874085235735288'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/breaking-point-by-misha.html' title='&quot;Breaking Point&quot; by Misha'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-4570957298914311127</id><published>2009-07-13T21:36:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-07-13T21:37:19.322-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>Welcome</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;Part&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;: Collaborative Blog, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;Epic&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;Soap Opera&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;Social Commentary&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-style: italic;"&gt;(Part Finished&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);" class="status-body"&gt;&lt;span class="entry-content"&gt;More death than Italian opera, more "pas de trois" than ballet, love it or hate it, it's an epic soap!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);" class="status-body"&gt;&lt;span class="entry-content"&gt;"almost G-rated fantasy soap about societally-induced ambisexuality"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span class="status-body"&gt;&lt;span class="entry-content"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Style of Writing&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;King Roarke&lt;/span&gt; serves as the narrator through out the epic. While he attempts to pen an objective historical account, his involvement with the men and women of the story makes this task insurmountable. But it is Roarke's humanness, full of challenges and contradictions, that make his insights so compelling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Parts &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There are three main Parts to the epic: &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;Transgressions&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;Retributions&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; and &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;Alliances&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;. In Transgressions we learn the brief history of several peoples all vying for the same land. The land itself is riddled with "imponderables" and anomalies that shape and define the cultures, rituals and very order of the inhabitants. Transgressions tells the story of how far the people of Kanabulan are willing to go to master the imponderables, and the disastrous, long-lasting effects of their hubris. Part I ends as Eburgistraten, the reluctant King of Kanabulan, sacrifices everything to free the entrapped being and end its cycle of immortal damnation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Part II and III take place predominantly in Roarke's court, though Alliances, the latter of the two, was written first. Retributions shows the underlying evil within a society portrayed as both victim and victor. Roarke writes about the clash between the ruling, religious and warrior classes in a tone quite formal and distant, though he himself is at the epicenter of it all. These parts are augmented by both &lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;Fen's Memoirs, Tironik's Commentaries, Vay's Diaries and Zbinka's Musings&lt;/span&gt; for additional perspective.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Alliances is a light-hearted romp, in comparison, that continues to detail the massive undertakings of each kingdom and people to reestablish order. Near its end, we see that this is the calm before the storm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Themes&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Several of the recurring themes are: social injustice and inequality, depression, infertility, sibling rivalry and the price you often pay for getting what you want.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-4570957298914311127?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/4570957298914311127/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=4570957298914311127' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/4570957298914311127'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/4570957298914311127'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/welcome.html' title='Welcome'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-8778888001317730450</id><published>2009-07-13T17:15:00.016-04:00</published><updated>2009-07-22T15:38:47.489-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Vay'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Savlii'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part I - Transgressions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nalev'/><title type='text'>"Life of a Page, Part 1" by Misha</title><content type='html'>&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/eburgistraten-returns.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;I hated Lev in the beginning. Savlii was a demanding bastard who went through pages like shoes - seemed all the fun was in the breaking in phase. I had been hand-picked by the priestess Vay when I was only fourteen and hardly just begun my military training. Life with Savlii was simple, not good, just simple and predictable. The directive of a page is service to his Eyre. Unlike other Houseborne males, pages are forbidden from taking up arms in battle. There was nothing lower in Eltesnian society than a page. Even a convicted murderer, as a proper Eltesnian citizen, far outranked a page. I hated Vay for dooming me to an even lower fate than my birth itself had, but I soon hated Lev even more.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For a couple of years I deemed myself quite the efficient page, following Savlii day and night. I was silent and sturdy, but mainly silent as Savlii was not fond of my voice. In all fairness, he wouldn't have cared very much for what I had to say.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Meanwhile Nalev received a serious injury to his left leg when he was knocked down then trampled by his own horse in battle. His convalescence was painful and slow. The House bestowed upon him the title of Eyre, but at his tender age it only increased further accusations of favoritism from the clergy. Savlii despised him and openly mocked him as a pampered upstart, a puppet of the House. To him it was a great outrage that a priest would be made Erye. Lev was not part of our bastard class but rather brought in as an orphan when he was about ten years of age. His parents and older sister were butchered when fighting resumed as the seventy year peace of the Great Quiet came to an abrupt end.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Like it or not, as Lev's superior officer, Erye Savlii was responsible for getting Nalev back on his feet and into action. We visited him frequently to check on his progress. Months dragged on and Savlii felt that Nalev was fit for duty. As the high priestess and highest authority in the holy war it was Vay, and Vay alone, that was expecting no less than a full and complete recovery, no matter how long it took.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My efficiency and familiarity were my undoing with Savlii and, bored of my companionship, he was eager to trade me in for a newer, prettier face. The bright spot in the transfer from position of page was that he would recommend me for training to become school master at the military academy. The bugger of the whole promotion was that a former page must first become an eunuch. As if that weren't bad enough, it would also preclude me from serving in the army proper. Since I had no say in the entire matter, I made my peace with my fate.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Savlii, and by extension I, paid another visit to Nalev at the hospital. After their typical banter, Lev suggested that they play cards and made him an offer far too tempting to pass up. Lev wagered his title for my transference to him. Knowing Lev as one of the worst card players of all time, Savlii accepted. He expected quick, satisfying victory. Until my dying day I will never forget the look of shock and disbelief when he lost.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't know how you did it, Nalev," Savlii warned, "but you'll get what's coming to you. I swear the boy will be your ruination."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Savlii marched off in a huff, leaving me behind. As a page I rarely had the opportunity to speak, and had certainly never spoken with Nalev in all the visits Savlii and I made to the hospital, for that would have been seen as a major insult to authority.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Very fortunate that you won, Erye Nalev. Else I suspect there would two more eunuchs at the academy."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I had no intention of losing, Misha." He said quite pragmatically.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;An unbelievably handsome valiant young general had risked his career to acquire me but didn't have a bloody clue what to do with me. Every attempt to comfort or assist him in any capacity was immediately thwarted. He insisted on dressing himself even though he could barely stand on his bad leg. I tried to work with him in his rehabilitation but he coldly informed me that was the job of his doctors. He was very proud and equally frustrated that his recovery should take so long. I  kept my distance from him and even found myself almost fondly reminiscent of the hairy beast that smelled of rotten cheese, at least until he would pay his next visit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My new Eyre accused me of moping about like a dejected child and asked me what I could possibly have to be upset about. It certainly wasn't in keeping with my position to answer at all, let alone let loose the tirade that ensued about how at least I'd have something useful to do with myself if I were back at the academy. He looked at me crossly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Can you read?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is forbidden..."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Answer the damn question, Misha." Nalev snapped.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes," I admitted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Who taught you?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'd rather not say."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have a problem with following rules." Nalev said bluntly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I shall endeavor to follow your command without question."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I very much doubt that." He said and pointed to a book on the table.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then he had me read aloud, while he interrupted at the slightest infraction of mispronunciation, tone and diction. I had learned from my foster sister, a mere child that had put herself at great risk by disobeying the law. Serena was my sole friend and only comfort those long seven years when I was raised by her father, a cold-hearted drunkard. Now I was being challenged by a overzealous intellectual task master. Writing proved even more painful and I routinely received a crack over the hand if I appeared to lose interest and concentration.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why does it have to be perfect?" I asked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Because, Misha, I will not have you handling my correspondences in a shoddy manner. I am in need of a secretary. I find that I have great difficulty reading since the accident."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I haven't noticed."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Are you telling me what I see, Misha?" He glared at me with those penetrating blue eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No, of course not. That would be extremely pretentious, Erye Nalev. However, I think you would be better suited by a proper secretary. I hardly think using your page--"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It's bad enough I have to share tight quarters with &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;you&lt;/span&gt;." Nalev said bluntly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, Erye Nalev."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I clearly remember wanting to take that stick away from him and bash him over the head, on occasions too numerous to recollect over those long, grueling months at the hospital.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was amazed at how quickly those feelings diminished once Lev was finally deemed fit to resume active command on the Western front. His temperament improved with his renewed sense of purpose and within days we were at the encampment. On our first night there he called my name very quietly and I laid down beside him. It was dark but I could feel his eyes watching me as surely as his warm breath on my face. Lev placed his hand gently on my forehead and his fingers slowly passed over my eyelids and nose. I kissed the palm of his hand as it hovered there. Then his fingers traced my lips.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You are without a doubt the most beautiful creature I have ever seen in my life," he said softly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don't think perfectionists are ever very easy to love, but from that moment, he was impossible to hate.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/life-of-page-part-2-by-misha.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"&gt;TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"&gt;RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-8778888001317730450?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/8778888001317730450/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=8778888001317730450' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8778888001317730450'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8778888001317730450'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/life-of-page-part-1-by-misha.html' title='&quot;Life of a Page, Part 1&quot; by Misha'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-4171939362605851714</id><published>2009-07-02T16:36:00.008-04:00</published><updated>2009-07-14T02:55:04.995-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='soap opera'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Dophe'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Zbinka'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Rad&apos;en&apos;'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part III - Alliances'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nalev'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eburgistraten'/><title type='text'>Restoring Order, from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/beard-by-misha.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Roarke and I awoke alone. I had almost forgotten that luxury. We dressed and sent for breakfast. It was already waiting outside the door, but still no briefings or overbearing doting. We ate in peace. I wanted to check on the Eyre before the morning swim at the pond.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We arrived at the door and knocked, several times before Nalev answered.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Good morning, Eyre," Roarke said. "Is everything alright?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Please forgive me, your highness. I slept through morning briefings."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Misha came to the door.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Good morning, your highness. Fen," Misha started, "we go back to Gelassi in two days. Do you think you can stay out of trouble for that long?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Of course, Misha." I responded. "&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Once at the pond, we found Zbinka and Burgi, who was still sporting a black eye from what I presumed to be his failed encounter with Nalev several days back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You know him best, what do you think he'll do?" Zbink asked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He'll have his marriage annulled. It's what he's wanted all along." Eburgistraten replied.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And he'll have no reason to honor his treaty with us with Ksennia as his successor!" Zbinka said angrily. "I don't see where you have a choice, Eburgistraten."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No more war, Zbinka," Burgi sighed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He's afraid that you'll regain your throne. What if he joins forces with Dophe and we have a war on two fronts?" Zbinka continued.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Sounds like we missed the briefing but made it for the debate, Fen." Roarke said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, Fenaway," Burgi looked at me. "What is Gelassi's part in all of this?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I should think diplomacy, by all means. We can withhold our tribute to Kanabulan and press for a peaceful restoration of proper authority." I said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But would you fight with us, Fen?" Zbinka asked pointedly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I do not think that Gelassi should be used as a weapon against a man who has done nothing but foster our growth and development. I can have no part in the provocation of war," I said firmly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And should he strike first? Or ally himself with Dophe?" Zbinka questioned.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Any intrusion of Kanabulan forces on Gelassi soil or an alliance with our known enemy would be considered an act of open aggression." I stated calmly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I believe I have greatly underestimated the number of liberated Houseborne males that will be joining you on your return to Gelassi." Zbinka probed with her statement.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After a brief pause, I replied. "I trust that after closer investigation we can remedy that error."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Please excuse me," Zbinka said as she dismissed herself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Later Roarke presided over the court and listened to a number of complaints from the people. We were anxious to receive news of our neighbors. Ksennia added, inadvertently, to the drama by gathering some children to teach them sword fighting. Since she was such a petite waif there were not many other suitable opponents. She was seething over father's recent decisions and, much like her mother, would like nothing more than to have the opportunity to run him through with a sword.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Though I thought it bad precedent, I sat on the Queen's throne since Zbinka was busy working her magic and because I needed to be close to Roarke, more for my own sense of well-being than his.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was much later that evening that we received word that Queen Dophe, decrying the invasion of mercenaries on Belauriian soil, was able to rally a substantial number of southern landowners back to her side. Enlistment, voluntary or otherwise, soared with the nationalist fervor.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Zbinka assured us that the error in record keeping would be investigated day and night and she anticipated that in a month or so, there could easily be as many as three times the original reckoning of former Houseborne recruits. Roarke clearly felt some trepidation when he said farewell to D'Hir, but he did a tremendous job concealing in until we were alone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Too soon I would be back in Gelassi and burdened with preparation for my report to father.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Zbinka, as promised, continued to find recruits for Gelassi. That was both good and bad news for us because my father was very skeptical of Gelassi's swelling forces. I endeavored to impress upon him that it was merely for our defense against Dophe. Once again he questioned the wisdom of our involvement in Belauriian politics. I reminded him that as the arrangement was purely economic, we would back out if necessary.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have no loyalties, Fen," he said in dismay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I've been raised in three courts, father. There is little else I can do but aspire to a sense of fairness and do what is best for Gelassi."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Things were much simpler before when you knew who your enemy was."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Roarke means you no ill will."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you say that as my emissary or as his mistress?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I say it because it is the truth," I responded respectifully.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked at me and paused. "Does she hate me so much, Fen?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You seem to elicit that response from many women in your life, save maybe Hetta, myself and, most astonishing, Vay."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I would make your mother Queen today if she would forgive me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Please forgive my bluntness, father, but no one has ever or will ever desire the throne enough for such a tall request."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I did not want to do it," he protested.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yet you did."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Even a king needs to uphold the law. There was nothing to do to alter the outcome."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Not even a word in her defense?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I dared not show division with the country still at war."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'm truly sorry for you that your conscience only works in peace time."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I stayed on in my father's court for a couple of days, then returned to Gelassi.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/breaking-point-by-misha.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-4171939362605851714?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/4171939362605851714/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=4171939362605851714' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/4171939362605851714'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/4171939362605851714'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/restoring-order-from-fens-memoirs.html' title='Restoring Order, from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-1132623693792268133</id><published>2009-07-01T19:22:00.006-04:00</published><updated>2009-07-14T01:35:55.009-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Mand&apos;er'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Rad&apos;en&apos;'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part III - Alliances'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nalev'/><title type='text'>"Beard", by Misha</title><content type='html'>&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/grandfathers-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Rad'en' invited me to his quarters for lunch. he said he was getting tired of seeing my dejected demeanor and hoped that spending time with my grandson would do me some good. While Mand'er napped through our meal, Rad'en' told me of his plans to take the Prince with him to Belaurii and introduce him to some long-over due military training. There were minor rumblings from forces loyal to Queen Dophe, but nothing that posed real, imminent threat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In a few days I would return to Gelassi equipped with supplies, horses and fresh recruits, all thanks mainly to his mother's efforts. We received word that Naeri had uncovered a plot to expose her affair with Tironik and had fled to for Belaurii. There really was no good way for that to work itself out. Hezason, though elated to be rid of her, now had more time on his hands to scheme to reclaim his lost Taisia.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Can't we just tell him already?" Rad'en' fumed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"She's your wife, you tell him," I retorted and rubbed my jaw. I was still feeling  quite naked without my beard.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The nurse came out with Mand'er and handed him to me. It had been a long time since I held a baby and I was sure I was to blame for jostling him too much and making him throw up all over my shoulder. Rad'en' laughed at me and tried to clean the mess, insisting all the while that it was his fault for not warning me that he always does that after eating.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I remember how much I loved you when I was a child, both of you, really, even though I rarely saw you at the same time." Rad'en' commented. "No matter how much dumb shit I pulled, you always seemed to listen to me. Slightest little thing and mother wouldn't speak to me for days."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"She had you all of the time, Rad'en', I hardly think she had an easy go of it." It felt odd to defend Zbinka after all those years of being odd man out. "I was concerned about how you'd take the news," I said with some trepidation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"About mother? After I thought about it a while I came to the crazy revelation that you were the glue that kept the whole damn arrangement from falling apart. It was always about a cause with mother, but I don't suspect it was the same with you and Nalev."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Time to put all that to rest. We could all use a fresh start." I said anxious to end the discussion.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"When did any of you ever choose the easy path? Is this what you really want?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't believe you. I would go as far as to say that you were letting mother speak for you." Rad'en' accused.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Rad'en'--"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No, hear me out. I've spend most of my life trying to get rid of you. Mother needs her freedom, but is that so important to you or Nalev?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We've both done and said unconscionable things." I muttered.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What about trying to throw him to that insufferable kranch Eburgistraten? How was that supposed to help?" Rad'en' snapped.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We thought it would--" I paused. "Yes, that was a terrible idea."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My mother's terrible idea?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes," I admitted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He's lost without you, and he's hurting. I'd wager the only one feeling worse over this whole matter is you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I left son and grandson and decided it was time to speak with Lev. He opened the door and invited me in. I considered that act in itself no small victory.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'm sorry," I blurted out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Sorry? You've stolen my wife, my son and my trust. Are you sorry about all of those, or is it a more selective apology?" Nalev asked stoically.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"All of those," I responded meekly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He contemplated my face. "Very well. Is there anything else? Would you like a drink?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No, thank you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You're sure?" Nalev persisted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"About the drink," I felt I needed to clarify.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I think I'd like something, just the same." He brought over a bottle and two glasses. "In case you change your mind." He poured and I thanked him. He waited. "Well, go on."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I miss you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You miss me?" He repeated.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What exactly do you miss about me?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I got up and walked around the room.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I miss the way you say my name, and the way you snore in my ear like a little kitten. I miss the way you rub your foot against my leg until you fall asleep. I miss you knowing what I'm about to say before I say it. Watching you hide your vegetables or failing to achieve a meditative state because you start humming and break your concentration."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And you laugh at me. You never were very supportive of my clerical endeavors."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'd laugh with you," I corrected. "Then we'd have the most absolutely unbelievable sex. I miss doing everything with you, and doing nothing."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nalev took a drink and walked toward me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I love you, Misha."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I know."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I never told you that and I'm sorry. I deluded myself into believing that it would somehow allow me to retain some level of control. I loved you from the first moment I saw you." Nalev paused for a brief moment and commented, "You've shaved."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, I did." Then I got back on point, "Lev, it was so easy for us in the beginning."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Arguably too easy. Far to many sleepless nights and unending days."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't know how to get back," I confessed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Don't you?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I studied his face as a smile broke out. "You noticed?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Of course I did. I despise those things. You shaved last week." Nalev replied.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you?" I asked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You know I do. I found it most interesting that you'd shaved right before you came to tell me about your undying love for my wife."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ex-wife," I corrected.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"She's always had a terrible thing for beards."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You bastard!" I exclaimed. Lev laughed at me then kissed me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/restoring-order-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"&gt;TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"&gt;RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-1132623693792268133?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/1132623693792268133/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=1132623693792268133' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/1132623693792268133'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/1132623693792268133'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/beard-by-misha.html' title='&quot;Beard&quot;, by Misha'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-2048438895267841993</id><published>2009-06-28T21:47:00.004-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-28T22:06:47.152-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Commentary by Tironik'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Zbinka'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nalev'/><title type='text'>Patient, Commentary by Tironik</title><content type='html'>&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/long-awaited-audience-from-zbinkas.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 102);"&gt;I had been working with Eyre Nalev in the pond in the Royal Gardens. He had urged me to end our session, but I kept him moving until at last I feared he was in grave danger of drowning. While not one to enjoy the pain of others, I still thought it best to push my patient back to a level of independence before he drove all of us raving mad. I kept my doubts of his complete recovery to myself.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 102);"&gt;No sooner did Misha arrive with Lady T'Nahl then did the Eyre throw the most nasty tantrum. Zbinka repeatedly assured me that this was not his nature, but his debilitating weakness and slow recovery. We helped Nalev onto a chair, ranting all the while, then left him with Zbinka's company. Misha and I meandered through the gardens catching up on everything that had transpired since Gelassi.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/that-answer-is-unacceptable-from-fens.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-2048438895267841993?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/2048438895267841993/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=2048438895267841993' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/2048438895267841993'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/2048438895267841993'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/patient-commentary-by-tironik.html' title='Patient, Commentary by Tironik'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-927806168832768919</id><published>2009-06-28T21:17:00.004-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-28T22:07:22.095-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Zbinka&apos;s Musings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Rad&apos;en&apos;'/><title type='text'>Long-Awaited Audience, from Zbinka's Musings</title><content type='html'>&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/audience-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;A mere maternal figure-head about the court with absolutely no underlying power or authority, it took enormous effort on my part to arrange for a meeting between Rad'en', Misha, Lady Fenwick and myself. At long last I was able to send word to the inn where the two were staying and they came at once to my quarters in court.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;I was greatly relieved to see Misha and embraced him for a long time.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"Come now, Zbinka. I'm fine." Misha said in a cheery, reassuring tone. "I suspect I had it much easier than the rest."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;Misha kissed the top of my head and I looked up at the infectious warm smile that I always loved about him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"I am truly relieved that our meeting could at last be facilitated," I said as I separated from the comfort of his embrace.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"How is the old man?" Misha asked.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"Fortunate to have survived. His strength is returning, too slowly for his liking." I replied. "This must be Lady Fenwick. I've heard much about you. This is my son, Rad'en'."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;Fen bowed her head politely and replied, "It is a pleasure to meet you both, Lady T'Nahl. You have saved your country with your bravery and finesse."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;Rad'en' kissed Fen's hand. "I too have heard much about you. How is your mother, Lady Fenwick?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"She is well, thank you, Eyre Rad'en'."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"She is an exceptional woman of both beauty and courage. I pray that you will relay to her my warmest regards."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"Indeed, I will." Lady Fenwick replied.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"Let us be seated," I motioned for them to join me at the table.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;A servant brought us food and wine. Rad'en' and Misha still hadn't spoken. "I'll not have the two of you spoiling our happy reunion." I demanded as politely as possible.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"I am humbled," Misha began, "that in stead of fighting to recover Eltesnia I was sent to be baby-sitter to a grown woman."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"On the contrary, Misha. I doubt that I could have accepted the truth, plain as it was, from any other than yourself," Rad'en' contradicted respectfully. That was a first.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;Before much more could be said, the warm moment was disrupted by Lady Fenwick becoming ill all over Rad'en' when the food was set before her. I sent her to my bedroom to rest while Rad'en' went to put on fresh clothing.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"Just you and I, Misha," I said.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"How is Lord Halvren?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"Quite well. I saw him briefly when he and Rad'en' liberated the court." I smiled at him. "And good doctor Tironik. I swear if it wasn't for enemies, traitors and rebels we'd still be under Paynor's spell."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"Gone back to Gelassi?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"Tironik? No, his mistress hasn't as yet given him orders to leave. I suppose once Nalev is back on his feet and Roarke installs a new council... " I noticed that he wasn't eating. "I had the cook prepare your favorites."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"Thank you, Zbinka. I'm afraid I didn't bring my appetite. Can I see Lev?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"He's told me 'no' repeatedly," I protested.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"Let Fen have her audience with the King. I will not go until I've seen Nalev."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"You know I'll take you to him. Please eat." I insisted. "So what does the child want from my cousin? Doesn't she know he's gone mad? Or am I the only one that is aware of how precarious our situation is?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"She's in love with him."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"And she's carrying his child. How wonderful."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"It's Neopar's."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"Can you be sure?" I asked accusingly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"Yes. Part of my duty to know these things," Misha snapped.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"The old buffoon is still trying to fulfill some damn prophecy. How many young girls is he going to have his wife decapitate?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"We're determined that Fen will not be one of them. And equally determined that Roarke not know about this. She doesn't want him to think any less of her."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"My word, Misha," I scoffed, "I'm not sure that's possible. Is she is mad as he is?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"She loves him and should be able to provide some needed distraction."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"You care about the child?" I asked.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"I promised both Neopar and Lady Taisia that I would continue to look after her."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"Has Lady Taisia bewitched you, too?" I inquired.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;"No, but I do believe that I would not be here but for her inadvertant intervention  and your own fine diplomacy." Misha replied honestly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/patient-commentary-by-tironik.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-927806168832768919?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/927806168832768919/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=927806168832768919' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/927806168832768919'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/927806168832768919'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/long-awaited-audience-from-zbinkas.html' title='Long-Awaited Audience, from Zbinka&apos;s Musings'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-3390459888633643388</id><published>2009-06-23T20:28:00.009-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-28T22:16:14.027-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Zbinka&apos;s Musings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Paynor'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part II - Retributions'/><title type='text'>"Captive and Captivating", Zbinka's Musings</title><content type='html'>&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/creating-misha-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;Months passed with no news of my husband and I remained firmly convinced that he was being held somewhere in Cznorh. In time I hoped I would be permitted to see him, and did my best to placate those who held me captive. It was rumored that Rad'en' had turned traitor and was plotting with the Houseborne and Kanabulan. While that didn't bode well for my favor in court, I certainly prayed that it was true.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;Roarke was much relieved to receive regular letters from Prince D'Hir still at the court at Belaurii. Yet even good tidings added to his distress as he knew that Paynor and his allies somehow held the young man's life in their hands. Personally, I was even grateful for any word about that damn precocious Lady Fenwick and her taunting of Misha. I knew him well enough to know the extreme frustration he must be facing to be a palace guard, little more than the scenery. It was far to difficult for him to keep his thoughts to himself, and I had to smile every time I pictured him there. King Neopar in his attempt not to distance himself from Eltesnian policies and outdated laws had offered Misha citizenship to Belaurii be fore he could even accept his position. Wherever Nalev was, he would be proud that his countryless page now had both Kanabulan and Beauarii to call hoome, even if it was empty words on paper, it was a start.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"&gt;With so much dispair around me, I did my best to keep up my inherent jovial . I made every attempt to regain the semblance of a functioning monarchy and established myself as acting Queen.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/one-lavish-party-after-another-from.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-3390459888633643388?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/3390459888633643388/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=3390459888633643388' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/3390459888633643388'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/3390459888633643388'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/captive-and-captivating-zbinkas-musings.html' title='&quot;Captive and Captivating&quot;, Zbinka&apos;s Musings'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-4747055486190363853</id><published>2009-06-21T12:37:00.006-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-25T15:16:06.953-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='technotainment'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='soap opera'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Taisia'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Zbinka&apos;s Musings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Rad&apos;en&apos;'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part II - Retributions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>Enigmatic Enemies, Zbinka's Musings</title><content type='html'>&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/fury-and-diplomacy-zbinka-tells-all.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"&gt;Rad'en' delayed the journey until he believed Taisia was strong enough. Those five days would cost him dearly as it also gave the renegade Houseborne, those not already aligned with Kanabulan, time to gather and plan a reckless attack near the border of Belaurii. There were a group of less than one hundred when they set out, but as they continued on, there numbers grew. Atleast three hundred and fifty of the men under Tironik's charge deserted to join their brothers.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"&gt;Meanwhile Rad'en', Misha, Taisia and Ussati were inseparable and well-guarded. The journey neared its end and they were camped about a days ride from the Belaurii border. After an uneventful supper, Misha continued amusing Taisia with stories from Rad'en's childhood. As Rad'en' was already quite smitten with the woman, his usually quick temper against his nemesis was greatly subdued. Taisia, on her part, was grateful to be going home to Belaurii and hopeful that her aunt would welcome her into her court.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"&gt;Early the next morning, before daybreak the renegade Houseborne surrounded the camp to retrieve Misha. Fighting erupted and Misha took Taisia to safety. The two of them were quickly met by the Belaurii escort and taken onward to the capital with twenty men. The remainder of the Belauriian troops joined the fight. The Belaurii first fought the Houseborne, greatly diminishing their numbers, then turned against Rad'en' and his men.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"&gt;Rad'en', Ussati and roughly half of their men survived the fighting. He wondered why the Belaurii wanted him dead on Eltesnian soil, if not by his king's consent. He had done nothing wrong yet he had become an enemy of his own country along with Misha and Nalev.  He gave his men an opportunity to part company, which they all declined, and they rode with the remnant of the Houseborne back to Gelassi to meet with Tironik. The truth in Misha's words echoed in his head.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/proposition-from-king-neopar-from-fens.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;span style="text-decoration: underline;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="text-decoration: underline;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-4747055486190363853?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/4747055486190363853/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=4747055486190363853' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/4747055486190363853'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/4747055486190363853'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/enemy-of-his-own-country-zbinka-tells.html' title='Enigmatic Enemies, Zbinka&apos;s Musings'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-1323565292965189059</id><published>2009-06-19T17:22:00.011-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-25T15:16:36.787-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Taisia'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Zbinka&apos;s Musings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Tironik'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Paynor'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part II - Retributions'/><title type='text'>Fury and Diplomacy, Zbinka's Musings</title><content type='html'>&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/no-mans-land-commentary-by-tironik.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"&gt;First of all, taking nothing away from Tironik's Commentary, he conveniently neglected to mention the shameful display of vindictiveness perpetrated upon Taisia by the recently empowered King and Queen of Kanabulan. Because of his underlying devotion to his mistress one cannot expect him to be impartial observer or recorder of the events as they truly occurred. Nor is my insistence in capturing such an unpleasant and controversial chain of events appreciated for truth's sake alone. Yet is is for perpetuity that I am compelled to write that which most would just as soon be allowed to fade into oblivion. No, not even for the greater good of diplomacy can I ignore the pain and betrayal of one. For if atrocities are measured only by the scores and suffering of the individual made most miniscule then we have indeed lost the most basic soul of humanity - our capacity for compassion and understanding. The consequence of lies of omission of truth will mar our existence more than any act of man, nature or imponderables.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rad'en's troops, driven by fury rallied against the Houseborne who had joined forces with the enemy at Gelassi. I knew it would be a matter of time before he took Gelassi and that as a captive of Paynor my influence was severely limited. Fortunately, a brilliant opportunity came to mind and I was able to gain the support of Paynor himself. It seemed that the intended for Roarke's son D'Hir had recently grown impatient of waiting and became mistress to the King of Belaurii, which even as temporary employment can prove fatal. It would be good for Paynor to have Eyre Nalev's page Misha sent to Belaurii to act as her guard. He looked perplexed and somewhat annoyed as he asked why he should bother.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Because, as you are probably already well aware," I answered calmly, "Misha is threat to you whether alive or dead. Only in removing him from the other Houseborne until after the war will you be free of his influence."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just as there were many rumors that swirled around my involvement with the radical groups that organized the kidnappings of the Houseborne, it had been rumored that Paynor and Queen Dophe were lovers many years back and still kept close ties. I was willing to bet not only my life but Misha's as well on those rumors and all of the implications being true.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With every new day felt a powerful outside presence at work in the Court of Cznorh and doubted very much that my cousin had anything to do with the decisions he was forced to make. Yet I dared not speak to him about all that I had on my mind for it seemed that were so infrequently alone.  On those occasions when we were alone I feared what I saw in his eyes, or rather what I did not. There was so little life left in those distant eyes. My father had those same hollow eyes and there was only one end to his years of anguish. I swore to myself that the same fate would not await Roarke, but I knew only time would tell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rad'en' was not pleased that his new orders were so specific. He was to capture Misha and personally escort him into Belaurii where he would wait out the remainder of the war under the watchful eye of Queen Dophe and King Neopar. As a dutiful officer Rad'en' did as he was told in regard to Misha. His troops did take the liberty to kill at least two hundred and thirty men, men of whom turned out to be Houseborne traitors.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Eyre Tironik, really more at ease with mending the wounded than dashing the enemy to shreds had managed to capture a good number of the Eltesnian Royal Army which he intended to use as a bargaining tool. Queen Naeri had adamantly insisted that the king's lover be marched, naked and without possession of any kind, out of the country. Tironik arranged a trade with Rad'en'. Kanabulan would release all of it's prisoners taken at Gelassi in exchange for Rad'en' agreeing to escourt Lady Taisia to the Court at Belaurii where she would reside with her daughter Fen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That journey across Eltesnia would prove Rad'en's capacity both for love and for hate.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Is this necessary?" Misha asked from the chair to which he was tied then spit out a mouthful of blood onto the ground. He had taken a quite beating from Rad'en'.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Where is your Eyre, traitor?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The rules of  our engagement in the holy war were set three hundred years ago. The Houseborne have fought, bled and died for a war that has ended, not for a country that disavows our humanity."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The king has not ordered an end to the war!" Rad'en' shouted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Our mandate is through the House. The Lane has been freed and no just cause remains for war against Kanabulan."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Done being a fighter, so you'll turn philosopher? The king says fight so we fight! Where is my father?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ask your king," Misha replied coldly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Damn your insolence. I could have you killed!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We both know you missed your opportunity to strike me down in battle."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You should be hung for treason and desertion."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Where &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;is&lt;/span&gt; your father, Rad'en'?" Misha looked him squarely in the eyes. "Did he flee into the mountains to regroup what remains of the dreaded deserters? Is that what you think happened? I tell you, Rad'en', Eyre Nalev returned to the court of Cznorh to formally disband the Houseborne before the King and accept his position in the Royal Army. He had a country, we did not. You know what I say is true."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Silence!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Excuse me, Eyre Rad'en'," said a tentative voice in the entry way of the tent.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What is it?" Rad'en' snapped.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A message from Eyre Tironik," Ussati said as he held out a letter.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, Misha, looks as though your new country would like to have you back. Usatti, reply back that we will accept our men and transport the girl but we have other plans for Misha."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two days later Rad'en', accompanied by one third of his troops on horseback, heard boisterous laughter and jeering even before the soldiers of Kanabulan were sighted. Soon they say the entourage from Kanabulan, first those on horseback riding through the clearing, with Taisia, naked and barefoot, stumbling in front of them. They were folowed by a good number of ground troops which surrounded the Eltesnian prisoners.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rad'en' felt sick to his stomach at the sight. He approached Taisia and wrapped a blanket around her bruised and bloodied body. Obviously she had been pelted by whatever the people of Kanabulan could find as she was forced to parade before them and probably was treated with even more disdain by the soldiers once they were out of the towns.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked at the men on horseback. "Release my men and our meeting is over," Rad'en exclaimed. As his men marched back toward their camp his attention returned to Taisia.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Lady Taisia, I am Eyre Rad'en'. I have agreed to lending you safe passage to Belaurii. You have my personal assurance that no further harm will come to you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Once back at the camp Rad'en' had Ussati make their guest as comfortable as possible while he went to where he was keeping Misha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Misha was still tied up inside a well-guarded tent. Rad'en walked inside.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Is it that time already?" Misha asked dryly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Get up," Rad'en' demanded.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Aching and anticipating more interrogation, Misha struggled to his feet. Rad'en' took out a knife and cut the ropes on his wrists.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Clean yourself, we have a guest and I'm not taking my eyes off either one of you until we get to Belaurii. Don't try anything, Misha. I don't disobey orders, but give me one reason to kill you and I swear it will be worth whatever punishment the king has for me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You're too kind," replied Misha smugly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/enemy-of-his-own-country-zbinka-tells.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-1323565292965189059?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/1323565292965189059/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=1323565292965189059' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/1323565292965189059'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/1323565292965189059'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/fury-and-diplomacy-zbinka-tells-all.html' title='Fury and Diplomacy, Zbinka&apos;s Musings'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-8241600290170081222</id><published>2009-06-18T12:14:00.013-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-25T15:17:06.399-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Lord Halvren'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Houseborne'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Holy War'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Zbinka&apos;s Musings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Dalma'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part II - Retributions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nalev'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>Pressing Family Matters, Zbinka's Musings</title><content type='html'>&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;While hunting with my dear friend Lord Halvren on the southwestern slopes of Mount Vondra about a days ride further north from the Eltesnian town of Ca'non' we received word that my cousin King Dalma and Princess Adelaide were among the first to fall victim to a dreadful illness that closed the entire court of Cznorh to all outsiders. words can not express my reaction to the great tragedy nor my resolve to avail myself to Roarke in the arduous task of instilling a calm yet forceful continuity to the throne. King Dalma and I had some difference of opinion as to the level of involvement of the House in all manners of state, and this also was the source of great contention among members of his council.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;Lord Halvren was kind enough to pack up his entire entourage and we rode back to Cznorh where we met up with Rad'en' who was raving about those "damn Houseborne" surrendering at Gelassi and ending the holy war. The push from King Roarke was to quickly fill in the void with the secular army and strike at Kanabulan at its four major cities along the River Ibere and pound them into dust. While it didn't sound like a decision King Dalma would have made or much like the Roarke I remembered as a young woman, ours was not to question, at least not yet.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;Rad'en' received his orders via messenger and met up with his troops long before I was granted access to the court. I was told that the court was locked down for our own protection and that there was no progress being made inside with the doctors and healers. The death toll was nearing 100 and the pungent smell of burning bodies could not be contained within the city walls. I wrote letter after letter disavowing any thought of my own life and pleading to be allowed entrance to the court. I felt guilty from the ease and comfort of my own home when so much turmoil and despair ripped through the heart of my country. I sought to find word of my husband, but there was none. Misha was still at Gelassi negotiating terms with Kanabulan. Rad'en' had orders to bring in any Houseborne dead or alive. I prayed for their safety.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;In the second month of waiting I decided to host a gala event at my country estate to eat and drink to the long life of the new king and to the further prosperity of Eltesnia. While I was well aware that there would be no none in attendance from the court, I hoped that both wine and news would flow freely in a gathering in excess of four hundred merchants, bankers, wealthy landowners and of course members of the House which was even then being disbanded at the end of the holy war.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;It gave me some relief to be surrounded by such good friends and allies as we all shared in the same distress. Lord Halvren, as always, was exceptionally strong and supportive. The only real news garnered from the evening was not good at all. The three thousand Houseborne that Misha now led had agreed to take up arms with Kanabulan once reports of the eradication of the deserters had begun. Though he didn't tell me where he was headed, I knew that Rad'en' and his troops would surely be sent to attack Gelassi.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;Although I didn't learn nearly as much as I had anticipated, it seems I made the court nervous by my activities and the following day I was invited for a brief audience with the king, at my own risk and under peril of death.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;Once inside I was deeply moved by the melancholy of the court still in mourning. I was escorted not to the throne room but to the council's chambers where I was met by Paynor, who had been Chief Councilman ever since I could remember.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"Lady T'Nahl," he kissed my hand. "How do you do?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"Councilman Paynor," I nodded politely. "I was under the impression that I had been granted audience with the my cousin the king."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"King Roarke is well aware of your presence at court and as you can imagine is otherwise occupied in pressing matters of state and has asked me to convey to his dear cousin his heartfelt gratitude for your concern, but beseeches you to return to your home until the deadly plague is no more."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"And I shall thank his royal highness for his concern for my concern when I have my audience with him."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"I'm afraid that this is not possible at this time," Paynor apologized.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"Then I will see the young prince."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"The Prince is ill," Paynor stated uncomfortably.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"Has he the plague?!"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"I do not believe that is the case."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"I must be taken to him at once." I demanded.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;Prince Yasper was quite feverish and wailing uncontrollably. I took him from his nurse and walked with him in my arms. I recognized the rash on his skin. It was the red fever. Rad'en' had it when he was a young boy and recovered. Many more, like young Yasper, were not so fortunate. Later that same night the screaming stopped. I continued to walk with the still and silent infant in my arms until morning. That was when Paynor went to tell the king the news.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;I tried to rest, but could not. I had a servant girl bring me some fresh clothes and I washed and dressed. She brought me food, but I hadn't the appetite to eat. A short while later Paynor led me to see the king in his chamber.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" &gt;Roarke's eyes were distant, vacant, as he sat on his sofa. I bowed my head and stood before him. There was no response so I lifted my gaze. He was staring at me as though he saw a ghost. The fool servant had brought me one of Adelaide's dresses. Of course she was only following Paynor's orders as I would find out much later. I knelt before the king and spoke to him. Gradually I could feel him there with me and he began to address me. He told me that he was sorry that I did not heed the warnings to stay away from court. He insisted that Yasper perished from the same plague that took his wife and father and so many others though I swore otherwise because the red fever only attacks the very young. There was no consoling him. I braced myself and asked him if my husband had been to see him since the end of the holy war. He had not, yet I sensed that Nalev was near and that we were all in great danger.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/proposition-from-king-neopar-from-fens.html"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/no-mans-land-commentary-by-tironik.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-8241600290170081222?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/8241600290170081222/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=8241600290170081222' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8241600290170081222'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8241600290170081222'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/pressing-family-matters-zbinka-tells.html' title='Pressing Family Matters, Zbinka&apos;s Musings'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-1179216676668224859</id><published>2009-06-17T16:34:00.007-04:00</published><updated>2009-07-14T01:34:46.862-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Zbinka'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part III - Alliances'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nalev'/><title type='text'>Grandfathers, from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/everyone-loves-wedding-from-fens.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Misha joined Nalev on the balcony and handed his host bottle of wine.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I received a note from Zbinka saying that you wanted to see me."  Misha began.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Still forging my name, is she?" Nalev replied.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Congratulations, Lev."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And to you, Misha. Citizenship in your third country. Quite the accomplishment. I'll get glasses."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"No need for the propriety." They were both seated.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I hear things are quiet under Tironik's watchful eye." Nalev commented.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"For now."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Until Neopar jerks your strings a little bit harder."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Neopar pays well for his protection."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"My men have become a band of mercenaries."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"We fight to protect the interests of Kanabulan and Eltesnia. We can not forget the depths of treachery of which Dophe is capable." Misha retorted.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"King Roarke has absolved her of her involvement in the coup."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"All the more reason for those of strong mind and sound judgment to share their influence in his court." Misha insisted.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Nalev took a long drink from the bottle. "Quite true, old friend." Nalev paused. "If Binky sent you to hasten the divorce, you shouldn't waste your time."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Of course you must have your reasons," Misha said.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Of course," Nalev replied curtly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I'd just hate to think that your dragging your heels to exercise some control over her."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Don't be ridiculous. I have the utmost respect for the woman."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"So why not cut her free?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"So she can run off with that lout Eburgistraten? He's a reckless fool that would drain her of her inheritance and break her heart."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Zbinka's a big girl, Lev. I don't think you need to worry about her." Misha took the bottle of wine from Nalev. "I can assure you this isn't about Eburgistraten."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"If it's not about him, then why is he spending so much with her?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Misha smiled. "It's not really for me to say."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Then how can I be convinced?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He's been asking about you."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"About me? What about me?" Nalev asked naively.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Seems he fancies you."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Don't be preposterous. The man's had as many wives as--"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You've had prostitutes?" Misha asked.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You can't compare a member of the clergy to a philanderer like that."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Step down from your tower, Lev. Let what's transpired in the line of duty slip quietly into the past and get on with your life. Then, again I can just let him know that you're not interested."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I don't like hasty decisions."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You called him a lout." Misha reminded him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I may have misjudged the man, but please don't tell me Zbinka wants a divorce on my account."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"She's many things, but not self-less. Neither one of us are."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"What's she after, Misha? Or should I say who? Is it her hunter beau?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"No."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"The merchant trader from Belaurii?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"No." Misha replied flatly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Do I know him?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Quite well."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Come now, Misha. If you tell me that it's you, I'll have to disagree with that statement wholeheartedly," Nalev's tone was joking.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Certainly wouldn't be the first time we've disagreed."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I know you had a little tryst to punish me and Binky doesn't take no for an answer." Nalev reasoned.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You're not taking me seriously. I am Rad'en's father."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"But you're asking me to believe  you've been bedding my wife all these years?" Nalev scoffed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"One of us had to," Misha muttered.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Why wouldn't you tell me?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"There was too much at stake, until now."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Nalev took another drink.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Will you sign?"  Misha asked.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Good. Drink up," Misha slapped him on the shoulder. "I'll send Burgi over with the papers."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I feel so dirty." I said when Misha finished recounting his tale.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"How is this even about you, Princess?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"It's not that you don't care for women, it's that you don't care for me."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"What does that matter?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I don't know. But somehow I feel rejected." I said.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I think you'll recover."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Still," I persisted. "We lived together for quite a while."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes, and despite our great friendship I find you both reprehensible and self-absorbed."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"So it's not that you find me physically unattractive, but rather despise me personally?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Something like that. Listen to yourself, Fen. This is one of the happiest days in my life..."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And I'm ruining it? I'm getting pretty tired of hearing that." I seethed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Then do something about it," he snapped.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I started to speak, but decided to give him a hug and kiss on the cheek instead. "Congratulations, Misha. Do you realize that your son is my step-father? And my half-brother is your grandson. Don't you feel old?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Older and wiser, princess."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/beard-by-misha.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-1179216676668224859?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/1179216676668224859/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=1179216676668224859' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/1179216676668224859'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/1179216676668224859'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/grandfathers-from-fens-memoirs.html' title='Grandfathers, from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-8287411110987775145</id><published>2009-06-14T10:29:00.003-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-29T09:10:46.991-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='technotainment'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='soap opera'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>Welcome</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;Part&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;: Collaborative Blog, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;Epic&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;Soap Opera&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;Social Commentary&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;Technotainment&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-style: italic;"&gt;(Part Finished&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Style of Writing&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;King Roarke&lt;/span&gt; serves as the narrator through out the epic. While he attempts to pen an objective historical account, his involvement with the men and women of the story makes this task insurmountable. But it is Roarke's humanness, full of challenges and contradictions, that make his insights so compelling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Parts &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There are three main Parts to the epic: &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;Transgressions&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;Retributions&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; and &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;Alliances&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;. In Transgressions we learn the brief history of several peoples all vying for the same land. The land itself is riddled with "imponderables" and anomalies that shape and define the cultures, rituals and very order of the inhabitants. Transgressions tells the story of how far the people of Kanabulan are willing to go to master the imponderables, and the disastrous, long-lasting effects of their hubris. Part I ends as Eburgistraten, the reluctant King of Kanabulan, sacrifices everything to free the entrapped being and end its cycle of immortal damnation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Part II and III take place predominantly in Roarke's court, though Alliances, the latter of the two, was written first. Retributions shows the underlying evil within a society portrayed as both victim and victor. Roarke writes about the clash between the ruling, religious and warrior classes in a tone quite formal and distant, though he himself is at the epicenter of it all. These parts are augmented by both &lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;Fen's Memoirs, Tironik's Commentaries, Vay's Diaries and Zbinka Tells All&lt;/span&gt; for additional perspective.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Alliances is a light-hearted romp, in comparison, that continues to detail the massive undertakings of each kingdom and people to reestablish order. Near its end, we see that this is the calm before the storm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Themes&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Several of the recurring themes are: social injustice and inequality, depression, infertility, sibling rivalry and the price you often pay for getting what you want.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;-------&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-8287411110987775145?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/8287411110987775145/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=8287411110987775145' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8287411110987775145'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8287411110987775145'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/welcome.html' title='Welcome'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-4040908734110639112</id><published>2009-05-30T16:06:00.014-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-20T19:15:31.633-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Taisia'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='D&apos;Hir'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Schedron'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Ksennia'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part III - Alliances'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nalev'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>Happily Ever After, from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/everyone-loves-wedding-from-fens.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Somewhat apprehensive about the Prince and Princess, I lingered in &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"&gt;Cznorh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; until their safe return. They did not in actuality go to &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"&gt;Belaurii&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;, but to the mountains and had a wonderful time. Their decoys, on the other hand, were captured by Queen &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"&gt;Dophe's&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; men and later released unharmed. King &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"&gt;Neopar&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; had not only bested the Queen, but we all lived to tell about it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Months and months passed. Both &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"&gt;Ksennia&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; and my mother became pregnant, but we tried to conceal news of the &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5"&gt;latter&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; from my father. Everyone was happy in &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6"&gt;Cznorh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;, with or without me, it seemed. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7"&gt;Burgi&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; wore down &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8"&gt;Zbinka's&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; resistance and was often a guest at court. Even more so than Roarke he was predisposed to a life of &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9"&gt;opulence&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; and glamour of which &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10"&gt;Zbinka&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; was the &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11"&gt;undisputed&lt;/span&gt; Queen. But she was also a most &lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12"&gt;gracious&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; hostess and quick to offer the largest of her country estates to King &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13"&gt;Neopar&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; and his court for their private use.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Ksennia gave birth to a healthy son. The natural trauma of the event also brought on the sight which horrified her to no end because of her vision that both my mother and her child would die at birth. Given her age and the difficulty she was having with her pregnancy, it hardly took the sight to conjure up those fears. We were both relieved when Nalev came to visit.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Princess and Lady Fenwick," he bowed politely.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Please sit down, Eyre Nalev."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"There was a private matter I wanted to speak with you about." Nalev said.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"It's all right. Whatever it is, you may speak freely in front of my sister."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You have been given the sight."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes," Ksennia said. "I saw Taisia die."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You can not tell her."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"But..."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"There is nothing you can do save comfort her. She needs both of you now, and, if what you saw comes to pass, even more in the future."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"It was so real, Eyre Nalev."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes, Princess. We saw it, too. Often one sight is shared between many, especially between kin."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Then you have it as well?"  Ksennia asked.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes," was his somber reply.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And those men you put to death?"  My sister asked.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Were well aware of my agony and helplessness. There faces and visions will haunt me until my dying day. You're secret is safe with me, my child. Rest and be well."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The following day Schedron was presented to the people of Eltesnia by Roarke and his parents and a great feast was held in honor of the future king. These were very happy times at Cznorh and it was difficult for me to go back to Gelassi, but duty called.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Thanks to Zbinka and dual citizenship rights the university and military academy were flourishing. It was good to have a mix of people at the settlement. It made it feel more like a town.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;As much as things were great at Cznorh and passible in Gelassi, it was torture to be in the presence of my father and the Queen. Yet once every month I gave my report to them and tried not to let on to my father that the woman he loved would soon die in labour. I usually tried to spend a few days back in Gelassi afterward to find some balance, but once I did not.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Rumors were flying around Roarke and Ksennia and while I didn't give any credence to them I was a little too eager for a visit. When I arrived I found a loving and happy family led by an adoring and particularly doting Roarke in a life I was constantly leaving. Flanked by Ksennia and Zbinka he was far happier than I ever remembered him. The young infant was the light of his life, and it hurt me that I could not bring him that happiness. Perhaps I was irrational. For a person who spends most of her days solving other people's problems, I certainly created enough of my own. Roarke barely touched me. My mother could die at any moment. Worst of all, D'Hir insuated that they would all be better off without me. It was time to leave. My reports would have to be given by someone else.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/grandfathers-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-4040908734110639112?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/4040908734110639112/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=4040908734110639112' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/4040908734110639112'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/4040908734110639112'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/happily-ever-after-from-fens-memoirs.html' title='Happily Ever After, from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-2202505815776324101</id><published>2009-05-30T14:31:00.013-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-20T19:17:55.005-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Dophe'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Zbinka'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part III - Alliances'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eburgistraten'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Taisia'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='D&apos;Hir'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Neopar'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Ksennia'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Rad&apos;en&apos;'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nalev'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>Everyone loves a wedding, from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/inevitable-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;At long last it was time for the wedding of Prince D'Hir and Princess Ksennia. They hadn't met before hand and only presented a painted portrait to one another in addition to an endless stream of gifts. I was in the unique position of being trusted confidant to both and got to smooth out their jittery nerves with, of all things, the truth that they were lovely young people and would be very happy togther. Ksennia was eager to leave the constant strife between the King and Queen but was still wary of my close friendship with D'Hir. It seemed no matter how hard we tried to break the cycle of rivalry we were doomed. None the less, it was time for me to kick back after months of agonizing details and negotiations and get roaring drunk after the ceremony, which was quite lovely indeed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I was Roarke's companion for the event; however, Zbinka still enjoyed her assumed role as Queen. There was certainly a lot Ksennia and I could learn from her. I was especially enthralled with the way she handled the overly amorous advances of Eburgistraten, eventhough I lost good money in a bet with Misha as to his success. Either Burgi was slipping or he had met his match. The more I watched the two of them together over the next week, the more I believed the second hypothesis to be true.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Although father and Naeri were noticeably absent, because of the recent rift caused by the formation of a military training camp in Gelassi which made people uneasy, King Neopar and Queen Dophe chose to attend. I had forgotten how creepy they made me feel until Ompar asked me to remove my shoes before he danced with me. Of all the guests it was Tironik that was most ill at ease. I attempted to cheer him, but once he saw Misha leave with Neopar, there was little use in that.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I arrived at my quarters late the next morning to find Misha asleep on my couch. Tired or not, as a trained fighter he was a light sleeper and he heard my footsteps.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Hello, Fen."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Good morning, Misha. Where is he?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"The bed hog's in there."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I was rather hoping that he'd be gone by the time I got in."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"So was I."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I sat beside him. "You know I'm fond of Niko, but maybe it's time you just end it."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I have ended it."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes, but it never stays ended, does it?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He always says he's ready to change. I want to believe him, Fen. It's so hard to be involved with someone who loathes who he is. How can that not spill over onto me? Onto us?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"But Neopar?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He may be a lot of things, but self-loathing is not one of them."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Tell me you're not going back to be his lap dog."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"No. Don't be ridiculous,"  Neopar bellowed as he entered from the bedroom, scarcely clothed. "Hello, darlings."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Hello, Ompar."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I'm&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; not even going back," Neopar confessed in a hushed voice.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Has he been drinking already?" I asked.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"My physician advised me to give up drinking. I'm not going back. I plan on joining allegiance with King Roarke and bringing my landowners with me."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Leaving Dophe with other two-thirds?" I wondered aloud.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"If I could sway more, I would. Her interference with the court of Cznorh is unforgivable and I intend to prove my worthiness to both father and son."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Quite a noble position, Ompar," I said. "The Queen has no idea?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Absolutely none," Neopar replied.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"The prince and princess are vacationing seaside in Belaurri. I pray you are  correct," I said.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"If only there were something we could do to ensure the stability of my lands... You are aware that Dophe controls the Royal Army. Perhaps if Gelassi were to lend some assistance," Neopar began. "All of those wonderful trained fighters chomping at the bit. Seems like a perfect match to me."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/grandfathers-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Next---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;   &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-2202505815776324101?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/2202505815776324101/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=2202505815776324101' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/2202505815776324101'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/2202505815776324101'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/everyone-loves-wedding-from-fens.html' title='Everyone loves a wedding, from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-4125452879071955358</id><published>2009-05-29T20:26:00.015-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-19T11:07:34.650-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Naeri'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='D&apos;Hir'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Hezason'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part III - Alliances'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>Inevitable, from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/facing-facts-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I was terribly busy at Gelassi. Tironik and I worked well together, even with our reversal of fortune. For the first time in my life I felt as though I had gained both the attention and respect of my father. Often I found myself summoned to his court. He missed my mother and was under the opinion that I could somehow convey to her how deeply troubled he was by the way she was treated by the Queen. It wasn't the time to tell him that she was happily, and secretly, married to Rad'en', so I bit my tongue and listened.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Father didn't seem to mind the way that he and the Queen treated Eburgistraten. Probably since he posed such little threat to their power. It was inconceivable to me that we were all raised by the same woman, would willingly give our life for her, yet so capable of devouring one another. Not that I was any different. I despised Ksennia from the time she was born. Eburgistraten knew it was better to have me sent away to the court of Cznorh than to be eclipsed by the little half sister.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Putting aside a lifetime of familial grievances, I had been given the awesome opportunity to begin talk of marriage between Prince D'Hir and Princess Ksennia. Zbinka, still acting Queen, was eager to make the prospect as tantalizing for all involved. We managed to have Ksennia declared sole heir to the throne of Kanabulan with the understanding that the two countries would merge at the passing of King Hezason and Queen Naeri. Amazing what a little artful negotiation and a pretty young virgin can do. The more time I spent with Ksennia the more I realized that D'Hir wouldn't hate her. In fact, he'd probably be quite smitten by her bubbly laughter and lively wit as most men were. She had gotten all of her parents' strength and agility and really none of their onerous traits. Ksennia truely was quite lovely. I felt ashamed for hating her all those years, atleast until she would blurt out whatever was on her mind followed by that annoying girlish laughter. Nobody's perfect.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Once a month, I made routine reports at Cznorh. Shortly before one visit, I was quite surprised to receive word from Zbinka that Roarke returned to court and, without controversy, regained the throne, ceremoniously thanking his loyal prince and adviser for maintaining order and peace while he was on his mission.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Roarke looked quite comfortable as he sat on his exalted throne with D'Hir, Nalev and Zbinka at his side. I approached cautiously and waited for what seemed a long time to be addressed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Lady Fenwick," Roarke began in a rich, even voice. "What do you want?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Your Highness?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Not you, per se. Gelassi is out of money, is it not?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Eltesnia refuses to do trade with us."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I have been so informed. Gelassi pays tribute to Kanabulan. Let Kanabulan fix this problem."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Forgive me, your Highness, but it the Houseborne were not Kanabulan's &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;problem &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;in the first place. If it was not for Kanabulan most of your forgotton bastard warriors would have been hunted down like animals."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"So what is it you want? Money? Supplies?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"The people of Gelassi want one thing:  dual citizenship. Once that is acheived, we firmly believe all else will follow."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Erye Nalev, is this correct? Have we yet to offer them citizenship?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes, Your Highness. Such a decision was of so great importance to be handled without your approval."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Well put." Roarke said.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Nalev placed a scroll in Roarke's outstretched hand which he then presented to me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I will not order my lords and ladies to do business with Gelassi, Lady Fenwick. But I will agree to Zbinka's request that all ceremonial tapestries, linens and table wares necessary for Prince D'Hir's wedding be purchased from the settlement." Roarke smiled and added, "I trust you will see to that detail as well."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes, Your Highness."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I left the throneroom and was joined by my strolling band. I really missed those guys. A little while later I met with Zbinka, my mother and Rad'en' for supper. Afterward, I went uninvited to see Roarke. He would either speak with me or not, so I took my chances.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The musicians gave away my proximity, probably the reason they were appointed to my service in the first place. Roarke received me with a warm smile and long embrace then we were seated on a couch.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You look well, Roarke."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I am well. Well enough," he started. "As long as I'm going to spend the rest of my life battling demons I can do without the lice, poverty and waking up next to a sweaty over-sexed man."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"How will Burgi get along without you?" I snickered.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"As you can imagine, I was driving off the ever-impending entourage."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He does know that Ksennia and D'Hir will inherit both kingdoms."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;His work is not done.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;" Roarke mocked in a stern yet inebriated tone.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;We both laughed but he stopped himself then grew somber. There was never an easy reunion for us.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"How could you &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;not&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; tell me?" His voice both hurt and stern.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Like you failed to tell me that you were coming back?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;That&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; was inevitable."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I only wanted to give you good news, Roarke."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You were carrying my child."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And that outcome, too, was inevitable."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The following morning I awoke to the sound of Roarke's beating heart and the droning voice of Nalev, which I assumed meant that I was not really awake but still dreaming. I was incorrect.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Nalev opened the drapes allowing the early morning light to enter the room.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"What's he going on about?" I asked groggily.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Morning briefing before breakfast."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Did he even knock?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"We're on a strict regiment. After breakfast we swim or fence, depending on the weather. Then onto Court."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Nalev held up a robe for me. I rolled out of bed and into it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Good morning, Lady Fenwick."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Good morning, Erye."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Can we work on the modesty, Fen?" Roarke asked.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Are you the only person in the kingdom that doesn't know Nalev's gay?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Know, yes. Accepted, no." Nalev offered the distinction. "How is our dear friend Misha?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Missing you terribly."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"More trouble with Niko, I presume."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Can we get back to the agenda?" Roarke persisted uncomfortably.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Of course, Your Highness." Nalev replied.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Zbinka and a team of servants burst into the room with food and fresh floral arrangements and set a sumptuous table of breakfast breads and fruit for our enjoyment. Nalev stopped mid-sentence, approached her and kissed her on the cheek.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Good morning, darling," she replied warmly. Then she turned to me. "Fen, you look dreadful."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;While the comment was probably rooted in fact since I was up all night crying, it was a reminder of what drove me crazy with Ksennia. What was it with these two?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;It was impossible to remain angry with Zbinka, especially when her numerous connections as both high society diva and political activist allowed me the lovely parting gift of no less than 40 young men, many of whom had been "misplaced" Houseborne, and a dozen young women eager to study at the much underutilized university at Gelassi. They brought with them both the blessings and financial backing of their wealthy parents. This enabled me to work with father on funding for the school and opening the doors to those less fortunate.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/everyone-loves-wedding-from-fens.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-4125452879071955358?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/4125452879071955358/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=4125452879071955358' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/4125452879071955358'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/4125452879071955358'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/inevitable-from-fens-memoirs.html' title='Inevitable, from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-5539148191220267734</id><published>2009-05-11T18:36:00.014-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-19T11:06:43.932-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Burgi'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part III - Alliances'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>When perservance is your only miracle, from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Proper homes were being planned and erected in Gelassi and the tents packed up in the storehouse beside the armory. More and more the lines and angles were becoming straight and most houses could survive a proper storm, not an analogy, just meteorological and physical fact. Ornamental gardens were maturing and the dust from the roads and walkways minimized by river rock. Eyre Nalev visited the settlement often and his presence seemed to subdue Vay to a certain degree. Any calming factor was welcome. The new mandate in Gelassi was for education. Since there were not many children around, this was primarily meant to convince the Houseborne that it was time for them to undo the wrong done to them by generations of societal abuse. A beautiful, almost palatial structure was built for scholarly endeavors and the women of the House quickly filled it with their countless volumes of knowledge that they had been scribing if not authoring for centuries. The friction between the silken intellectuals and the trained killers had not dissipated much, nor had it turned into great lusty romances that would at very least have provided the next generation of settlers.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;No, it was only tension that permeated every blessed encounter day in and day out. Therefore, the mandate was designed to bring the whole situation to an immediate head. The men would either take their education seriously or they would be subjected to an arranged marriage, placing us in the match-making business, even though our personal relationships should have clearly shown our incompetency in such matters.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;It was during this time that I received word that Roarke had taken ill and wasn't responding to either women or strong drink, which were Burgi's infamous remedies. I didn't bother to respond by messenger but gathered my things and left with only the briefest note to Misha and Tironik about where I was going.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I arrived at a small, dirty lodging called "The Restful Arms."  Burgi was inside giving his sermon on unification from a tabletop in the bar. His presentation skills had gotten much better, even without his other half. I ordered a drink and sat down. Many boos and hisses later, Burgi was finished and sat down beside me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Fenaway, how are you?" He glowed as much as from his sense of mission as the drink.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I am well, Burgi. I see that they're hearts have not opened to the truth."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"It will happen. I must persevere." He took another drink. "I don't know what to do about Roarke. I'm at my wit's end."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He walks in darkness."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"What is that supposed to mean?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"The same darkness that claimed his uncle and sister."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Come now, Fen. He was just fine. How could he suffer from the same illness?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He is fine one day then he is not. That is the way it has been since the killings."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Well, what can we do?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Wait."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"That's a relief. It's already been two weeks, so he should be done soon. We have a lot of work to do."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I'm afraid that your timetable has no meaning to him now."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"It is not my timetable!" He was indignant.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I understand. I will see what I can do."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Eburgistraten tossed a key on the table and took another drink.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Thank you," I said and walked away.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Roarke was sleeping when I entered the room. After setting down my things, I opened the drapes just enough to for some gentle illumination. He stirred.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Hello, Roarke." I said as I sat beside him on the bed and placed my hand gently on his arm.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;He rolled onto his back and looked at me blankly. "Hello, Fen," he said quietly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I'm afraid Burgi's mission doesn't allocate much time and energy for patience."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Why would they send me on a mission and not make me well? It doesn't make any sense, Fen. Of what use to them I am I like this?" His voice cracked as he spoke.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I moved my hand to his chest and he grasped it with both of his. "I don't think anyone can answer that. But it will pass. It always does."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I was sure it would all be different. I wanted to believe so badly. And now, everything seems so futile."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Burgi needs you. I just came from his afternoon talk and it is lacking your warmth and sincerity."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I have nothing to give."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Maybe not today. Perhaps tomorrow, or the next day. The darkness will lift."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Look at me, Fen. No money, no country... I've given up everything for this mission. Why, Fen? Why?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I don't know. I can only offer to stay by your side and help you. But you have to find your way back."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I'm not sure I can this time."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You have to, Roarke. Do you have any idea what it would do to D'Hir to lose you like this? He is so afraid this will await him."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"D'Hir is strong. He is untouched by this."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You forget that I know him better than probably anyone else. There is so much pain that he dares not show you. " I paused. "I know that you love him very much and that the reason that seduced me was to get him out of the contract."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Fen--" he began.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Don't deny it, Roarke. It will do you no good because I know it to be true in my own heart. And once you changed your mind about me you wanted to fix the mistake you made and make everything right for your son. I can forgive you for being wrong. Can you?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;He turned away from me again. I kissed him on the ear.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I walked over to my bag and took out my lyre. My lessons from the priestess had not produced much in the way of easily recognizable music, but I trusted that even my feeble attempts would mean something to Roarke.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;After spending much time on the road with Roarke and Eburgistraten a messenger from my father finally caught up with me. This time he wasn't ordering me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"That's poetic," I said to my companions. "He wants to put his bastard child in charge of the settlement."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Replacing Tironik?" Eburgistraten asked.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Replacing Naeri." I replied. "Burgi, could you please excuse us for a few moments?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I'll be in the bar drinking to your good fortune."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;After Eburgistraten left there was an unsettling silence. "Roarke, I need to do this."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Of course."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Come back with me."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I can't."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Burgi will find someone else. He's gaining support. You hate doing this."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Even if that were all true... "&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"It is."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes, it is." He paused and took my hands in his. "Fen, you tempt me with that which my heart desires most, but I must see this through."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/inevitable-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-5539148191220267734?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/5539148191220267734/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=5539148191220267734' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/5539148191220267734'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/5539148191220267734'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/facing-facts-from-fens-memoirs.html' title='When perservance is your only miracle, from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-3096273944676004463</id><published>2009-05-02T21:45:00.011-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-19T11:03:13.472-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part II - Retributions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>Following the Music, from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/when-it-all-comes-together-from-fens.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I returned to my friends in the court and contemplated a visit back to Kanabulan to see Hetta, possibly even my father. Misha and Nalev spent endless hours talking about plans for Gelassi and incorporating the Houseborne into the settlement. They had hopes that I could soften my father's relationship with the growing militarily trained population encroaching on his eastern border. The women of the House were being gradually moved into the settlement to make it seem less intimidating, at least to the outside observer. Truth was that the brothers and sisters of the House seemed not only diametrically opposed but poised to destroy the other rather than mating and forming a stable, sustainable town. With all of that chaos, sex and violence, how could I not want to get involved?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Before too long Roarke had resurfaced and could be found from time to time, in all places, on his throne. I kept my distance from him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;One night after supper I heard music coming from the hallway. I walked outside to listen. After a few moments the small band of three men slowly walked away from me. I had nothing better to do so I followed them. They traveled up and down the corridors and eventually into the royal gardens. I hesitated, but followed them there as well. Although I was afraid that Roarke was trying to meet with me to beg for forgiveness, but he was nowhere to be found. Consequently, I got to enjoy the music on my own. After a while I started to walk away and the band followed me. I went over to the pond and lay down on the ground watching the stars while I listened to my private concert.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;It was rather relaxing and I fell asleep. They were still playing when I awoke. It was sweet, but I was cold from the ground and wanted my bed. I walked back to my room, the band following me all the way. I opened my door, turned to them and said goodnight. It didn't seem like they were going to leave.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;When I entered my room I found all of my things from Belaurii had been brought in and there were candles and flowers everywhere. There was a note on my table.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I wanted you to feel at home. Your mother graciously assisted. -R"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I put the note in my desk drawer, along with the other letters from Roarke and his shirt. Then as the band played on, I fell into a restful slumber in the comfort of my bed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The next morning I actually sought out Roarke, only to find that he had left to complete his mission to save the world and taken Nalev, Tironik and Paynor with him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/i-cheated-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;   &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-3096273944676004463?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/3096273944676004463/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=3096273944676004463' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/3096273944676004463'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/3096273944676004463'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/following-music-from-fens-memoirs.html' title='Following the Music, from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-9191298039240551478</id><published>2009-05-02T20:56:00.006-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-19T11:02:30.149-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part II - Retributions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>When it all comes together, from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/breath-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;After being well cared for by the entire court, I was ready to return to the side of my beloved for better or worse. I expected to knock on the tower door and resume where we left off. Roarke had other intentions. With my body, mind and soul in such disarray, I didn't care about his intentions and I banged on the door and screeched at him until I heard the latch lifted on the other side.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I slowly opened the door myself and walked into the dark tower, lit only by one solitary candle on one of the tables. Roarke shuffled back to corner he was using for a bed. I went to the table and sat down.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Thank you." I said firmly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;There was no reply.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Judging from the scrolls before me, Roarke had been following a lead to the whereabouts of the missing stone--right into the grave of a Belauriian Queen some two thousand years before the entrapment. Knowing that a sacred burial site would be off limits even to him, he was again in despair.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"What was it, Roarke? A necklace?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"A ring."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You're sure it was a ring?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I saw a drawing of Queen Abernathy with the ring in the "7th Book of Knowledge." Roarke muttered.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Where is that?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Over there."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Were in a large, dark room. Do you think you could be more helpful."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Third bookshelf to the right of the central window, halfway down, large --"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You know they all look alike. I'm trying to help you here, Roarke." I scolded him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;He got up and went straight to the book and placed it on the table next to the open scroll. In a few moments he had found the picture with the details of the jeweler who designed the ring for her.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Here." He had already started to walk away.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I studied the drawing carefully then smiled. "You won't find it in her grave."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I know I won't. There's no way to have her exhumed. She's buried in sacred soil in Belaurii."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You don't need to exhume anyone. That ring wasn't buried with her."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Of course it was. It says so..."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Do you believe everything you read? I'm telling you I know where that ring is." I tried to wait it out to get back some of his enthusiasm.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Where is it?" He didn't believe me for a moment.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"With my former mistress. It's her most prized possession."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And how did Dophe get it?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"How should I know? But she has it. I've seen it dozens of times. She used to stare at it when she was losing at cards. You couldn't miss it. Now how do we get our hands on it... I have an idea. We could get D'Hir--"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Absolutely not."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You didn't even hear me out."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"D'Hir must have nothing to do with this!"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You've become an insufferable kranch."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And you've exhausted your welcome. Goodbye, Fen."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/following-music-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-9191298039240551478?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/9191298039240551478/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=9191298039240551478' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/9191298039240551478'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/9191298039240551478'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/when-it-all-comes-together-from-fens.html' title='When it all comes together, from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-6090947591077303024</id><published>2009-05-02T19:58:00.007-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-19T11:01:21.708-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part II - Retributions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>Breath, from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/that-answer-is-unacceptable-from-fens.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The warm afternoon sunlight called me back to a reality that I had longed for while in the tower. It would have been good to see Misha and catch up, but I knew he was still in Gelassi. Nalev had invited me to join him for supper in his private quarters and I accepted. The rumors were true and I was in love with a madman. Keeping close ties with the real power in Eltesnia couldn't hurt the situation as I saw it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;My intuition was correct. I had a wonderful time with Nalev, Zbinka and Rad'en', who was actually quite charming when not subjected to Misha. The rivalry was clearly between the young men because Zbinka had nothing but praise for Misha and his years of service to her husband. Nor did Nalev seem to mind the many successive paramours with whom Zbinka spends most of her time and inheritance.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Zbinka, it seems had used her charm, sophistication and nerves of steel to organize the coup that forced Paynor from his seat of usurped power right into the very prison cell he had used for Nalev. As proud as she was about her involvement and Rad'en's, she was a bit sketchy on the details of the entire Council's demise. Being raised in no less than three courts, I knew when propriety demanded me to hold my peace. After all, they weren't asking about the father of my child. And that worked out perfectly. More perfectly than the pregnancy itself.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;A few short days later I suffered my first miscarriage. D'Hir was first to come to my aid. Sweet D'Hir who I'd practically raised since he was five years old. Before long Misha was at my side. I was thankful that it was a short ride to Gelassi from Cznorh. Messengers came regularly from Neopar to check on my recovery, but nothing from Roarke who was not returning messages from his tower. He knew what had happened, but the darkness had overtaken him once more and we had no strength to spare one for the other.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/when-it-all-comes-together-from-fens.html"&gt;Next-&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-6090947591077303024?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/6090947591077303024/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=6090947591077303024' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/6090947591077303024'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/6090947591077303024'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/breath-from-fens-memoirs.html' title='Breath, from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-8085497867423585049</id><published>2009-05-01T22:45:00.022-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-28T22:05:32.815-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Rad&apos;en&apos;'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part II - Retributions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nalev'/><title type='text'>Audience, from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/leaving-belaurii-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;We reached &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"&gt;Cznorh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; the following evening finding food and lodging, the latter being of more personal interest. Weary and dust-covered from the ride, my preoccupation was seeking audience with Roarke. The wait was maddening. Days passed with each request either ignored or denied. We tried to contact &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"&gt;Nalev&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; and even &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"&gt;D'Hir&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;, but still did not receive the sought after response.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Finally, it was &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"&gt;Nalev's&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; son &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"&gt;Rad'en&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;' who agreed to meet with us in the acting Queen's quarters. Knowing the history between he and Misha, I was prepared for the worst. And yet, still totally unprepared.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6"&gt;Born into &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; a family of very old wealth and social standing in the capital city of &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7"&gt;Cznorh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8"&gt;Zbinka&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; was never one to shun the public eye. Quite the contrary, following in her parents' footsteps, she was an outspoken advocate of the rights of the &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9"&gt;Houseborne&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; and was often suspected, but never proven, to be involved with the disappearance of countless young boys from their host families and their subsequent adoptions into families sympathetic to the cause. Faking the deaths of the boys was the most common means of re appropriation; however, kidnappings from political adversaries also made for great publicity.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Not long after Misha became &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10"&gt;Nalev's&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; page, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11"&gt;Zbinka&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; decided to propose marriage. Her parents were dead and King Dalma, being her first cousin and closest relative, and &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12"&gt;Vay&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; had already given their consent. All that remained was to meet the Eyre and share her plan. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13"&gt;Nalev&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; was both stunned and flattered that her political statement included him. After realizing that such an alignment would be not only mutually beneficial, but offer much &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14"&gt;credence&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; to the &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15"&gt;cause&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; of the &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16"&gt;Houseborne&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;, he agreed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;While &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17"&gt;Zbinka&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; was always boastful of her husband's principles and character, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18"&gt;Rad'en&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;' was anything but. He often railed against his mother that she had nothing to do all day but have tea, make idle conversation and throw lavish parties. Because he was an officer in the King's Army his father and his page were a constant cause for ridicule. More often than not, his anger was stored up for those rare occasions where he and Misha were together.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Their last encounter was when &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19"&gt;Rad'en&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;' was sent by the Council to gather Misha from behind enemy lines and transport him to the border of &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20"&gt;Belaurii&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; where he then had the awesome privilege of telling him that if he crossed back into &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21"&gt;Eltesnia&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;, he would be killed on sight. It was that same journey that brought my mother to &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22"&gt;Belaurii&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; after she was shamed and exiled by &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23"&gt;Naeri.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was fortuitous that I felt ill and lost my supper all over &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24"&gt;Rad'en&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;' before he and Misha could resort to anything stronger than insults. Begrudgingly, he said he would speak with his father on our behalf.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two long days later, I was granted my audience with the king.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I was scarcely more than a child when I last was present in the court at &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25"&gt;Cznorh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;. As I had no desire to encounter either &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26"&gt;D'Hir&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; or &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27"&gt;Zyta&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;,  I considered myself fortunate that there were no familiar faces to welcome me. Eyre &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28"&gt;Nalev&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; received us then directed me to follow a guard to the royal gardens.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I had to look for quite a while to find Roarke who was pacing quietly throughout one of the many secluded pathways near the center of the gardens near the pond. The chill was from more than the morning air when he spoke to me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Lady &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29"&gt;Fenwick&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"King Roarke," I replied with a faint curtsy.  "So good of you to receive me."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;He looked at me with a blank expression that was a poor mask for his annoyance with my persistence.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You have put me in a very awkward position by coming to my court. Do you know how many times I have heard from King &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30"&gt;Neopar&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; since you and Misha wandered off?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"It was not my intent to inconvenience anyone by my actions. I did what I believe to be best for all concerned. "&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Is it true?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I knew that he was referring to my being pregnant and only hoped that his sense of propriety might hamper any further questions. He studied me from head to toe and although I didn't much care for his condescending air, I knew I'd get over it long before he would.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Do you have any idea what I've been through here?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I felt your pain as I read your letters and wished with all of my being for a way to ease your languish."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"This was not it."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"No, I don't suppose it was." There was still kindness in my voice. Not because I was a fool in love, well, not merely because of that, but because I knew much more than Roarke.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You may stay."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You are most generous, your highness." I nodded politely while trying to maintain my composure from the giddiness I felt bubbling up.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;It turned out to be my breakfast bubbling up. But I was content, none the less.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/long-awaited-audience-from-zbinkas.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;   &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-8085497867423585049?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/8085497867423585049/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=8085497867423585049' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8085497867423585049'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8085497867423585049'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/audience-from-fens-memoirs.html' title='Audience, from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-4769122199218147763</id><published>2009-05-01T20:44:00.008-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-19T10:20:35.199-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Zyta'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Neopar'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part II - Retributions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>Leaving Belaurii, from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/companion-if-you-please-from-fens.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Misha had &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"&gt;recuperated&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; from his run-in with the Lord of Inger and back to his usual routine. It was none-too-soon for me. My mother seemed unavoidable around the court. Ompar's gregarious nature began to wear me down. It had been too long since Roarke's last correspondence and nearly three weeks since sweet, beautiful and petite Zyta had been set loose on an unsuspecting D'Hir. Everything was about to change.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I knocked softly on Misha's bedroom door. There was no answer so I went in.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Misha?" Still no response. I found him lying fully dressed on his bed and sat beside him. "Misha." I poked his arm a couple of times and he grumbled.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I suppose you're ready, princess."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/audience-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;   &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-4769122199218147763?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/4769122199218147763/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=4769122199218147763' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/4769122199218147763'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/4769122199218147763'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/leaving-belaurii-from-fens-memoirs.html' title='Leaving Belaurii, from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-3510685452968463009</id><published>2009-02-10T14:45:00.040-05:00</published><updated>2009-06-19T11:05:46.002-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Burgi'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Inn of the Tea Pot'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part III - Alliances'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eburgistraten'/><title type='text'>Impostor and the Madman, From Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;br /&gt;Part III ALLIANCES&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/i-cheated-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The days seemed long at Gelassi, not to mention hot and dusty. In our attempts to reunite an extended family of fighters and clergy left with no one to serve and no other place to go it seemed that only the most opinionated and undiplomatic people of the three realms were sent there to establish a new order. Tironik was placed in command by Queen Naeri from the time the holy war's end and the Surrender. My position was to assist him in any way possible which usually meant breaking up the verbal rampages between Misha and Vay who were the primary voices of the two factions.  Nalev and D'Hir provided as much support as they could but the people, by and large, were slow to change their opinion of the houseborne and were more than willing to let them be the problem of someone else. Since Gelassi was expanding westward through the legal purchase of farm land and even hunting grounds, the problem became my father's.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;It had been weeks since Roarke left on his quest to bring order to the universe. Eyre Nalev had pulled through nicely after his near death experience and was ever sharing his years of wisdom with the young Prince. As for myself, even though I tried to avoid it, I was the third wheel to Misha and Tironik. It was really Tironik's doing. He feared the repercussions of their relationship since it didn't fit at all into the social structure of Kanabulan politics and was quite contrary to his overly stated position of love, adoration and undying devotion to his mistress Naeri. In all certainty he would be stripped of his position and publicly shamed by his King and Queen if his affair were discovered.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;A messenger found me while I was assisting Tironik with the delivery  of Gelassi's first born child.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;As if I were not already feeling overly emotional, it was news from Roarke. At Tironik's insistence I waited for Misha who was finalizing the purchase of a large chunk of farmland. I quickly gathered my traveling clothes and all the money I had in my possession and sat and patiently waited for Misha's return that evening. Then we rode hard to the Inn of the Tea Pot.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;It was late when we arrived at the Inn. We went upstairs and judging by the commotion inside, it was not difficult to tell where they were staying. There was no answer when I knocked on the door, but we entered anyway. Eburgistraten, who I had not seen in many, many years failed to recognize me in his inebriated state. He was quite disheveled and cavorting with a good number of women, all of whom were expecting a sizable portion of the money I carried. Although the room was small it was so densely packed with flesh that it took me a few moments to realize Roarke was not present.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I turned back into the hallway just as he was returning.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Fen," he said awkwardly holding out his hands for me. "I was waiting for your downstairs, but you didn't notice me."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Roarke." I placed the money in his hands. While I was relieved to see him well, it had been almost four months since he left with Paynor.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I told the cook to send up something for you. It should be here soon." He paused. "Hello, Misha."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Your Highness," Misha responded politely.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Suddenly the room grew more quiet and one by one the women exited. Burgi had passed out with his head and upper torso hanging off the bed. At least we had some privacy to talk. Roarke sat on Burgi's bed and I removed my cloak and sat on the other bed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I'll go downstairs and see to the food," Misha excused himself.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"It's good to see you, Fen." He said warmly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I trust your mission went well."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"It did."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"What happened?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"There's not much to tell really," he said as he scratched one side of his beard. "We went through the portal and immediately entered this all-encompassing white barrier. It was warm and bright and filled me with such peacefulness that it lulled me to sleep. When I awoke, unaware of how much time had passed, Ebugistraten had found me and Paynor was gone."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"An epic journey across time and space, and you spend it in slumber?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Asleep or awake, the outcome speaks for itself." Roarke's tone lightened. "Quite relieved that it's over with," Roarke admitted.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;He&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; must remember something more."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Perhaps. He's been preoccupied with making up for lost time.  How have things been at Gelassi?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Moving along. Still buying up tracts of land along the Kanabulan border. Misha was there earlier today."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And Nalev?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Recovering nicely from his fall and is ever at D'Hir's side."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Are they getting along well?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I laughed. "Not according to the letters Misha receives from Nalev."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I've missed your smile, Fen."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I was afraid I'd never see you again. Considering how we left things--" I started defensively.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I'm sorry, Fen, for everything. D'Hir confided in me about Dophe's involvement in Paynor's rise to power. As long as there was a chance that you and Neopar were co-conspirators, I had my doubts about you."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"What changed your mind? Was it Paynor?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I asked your mother to acquire the ring from Dophe and hide it with the things we brought from your quarters in Belaurii."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"She confirmed my suspicions of that."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"When you wrote to me, I felt that you were manipulating me by telling me what I wanted to hear. Then you showed up pregnant and I never asked... "&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"It was Neopar's. He had hoped that our child would fulfill the prophecy to reunite the branch broken."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And he didn't want you to end up like Delcine." Roarke paused. "But what changed my mind was when your mother told me about how you kept my letters and shirt all tucked away in a locked drawer. You couldn't have intended for me to know that. That was something private, yet so telling. I swear to you, Fen, I won't doubt you again. Everything will be different now."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Of course it will be different now," Eburgistraten said as he stirred in his bed.  "Where is everybody? Is that you, Fenaway?" His voice was more hushed and he had a broad as he pulled on some clothing before walking over to me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"How's my plump little potato?" He  gave me a hug so hard that I feared my ribs would break.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"It's good to see you, too, Burgi." I took a deep breath after he let me go. "I was sure you'd be out until morning."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Nonsense, Fenaway. Just needed to catch a few winks. Let me look at you. What a beautiful young woman you've become. Tell me I haven't missed the wedding? We've all waited so long for you and D'Hir to become married."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I looked at Roarke. "Hasn't Roarke told you--"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Well, there's obviously so much for us to discuss," Roarke hesitated awkwardly and was much relieved at the return of Misha with the food.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;We washed some dust from our hands and face from the ride before being seated. After introducing Burgi and Misha we ate. Then we talked for hours until the wee hours of the night, with Roarke carefully trying to dodge the talk of marriage.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Finally, weariness won out and we began negotiating sleeping arrangements. Given the misplaced belief that D'Hir and I were still betrothed and the flat out refusal by Roarke to share a bed with a page, I got Misha. It was just about the norm anyway, but it did irritate the other two because of our excessive pillow talk about spineless and non-confrontational men. Burgi thought it would put my mind at ease and us all to rest to interject that D'Hir was young and would change in time. I thanked him for his fatherly advice and went to sleep.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The following day, we stopped at some sweltering hot springs before Burgi's triumphant return into the capital of Kanabulan.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The next day Burgi decided that we would return triumphantly to Kanabulan where he would announce that all three kingdoms, and the infant settlement of Gelassi, will be joined together in  perfect union as prescribed by the holy forces of our world. Misha decided that it would be more beneficial for him to return to Gelassi and continue with land acquisitions so we parted company. Given his strong paternal bond with Naeri, his life-long friendship with Hezason and the fact that he was in all actuality the rightful king of Kanabulan, the outcome could have been much better.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;Queen Naeri was not only quite eager to see her father but was apologetic that Hezason had already left for his visit to their northern most court of Cimonea. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The four of us exchanged pleasantries over supper then Burgi revealed the details of his mission. Naeri gave us her utmost attention before having a servant show us to our quarters. She would would be traveling to Cimonea with her attendants the following morning and assured us that she would discuss the details with Hezason at once.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Feeling quite jubilant at the encounter we decided to move for Cznorh early the next morning. The day was bright and our spirits high as we entered the capital. Then our hopes were quickly dashed to pieces as D'Hir was too busy to receive us and Eyre Nalev seemed similarly indisposed. It seemed that Rad'en' was designated to deal with us. Given the presence of  the rightful king and the absence of Misha, Rad'en' was so charming that I needed to continually remind myself that we were being snubbed. This continued for several days and we got no further along. To make matters worse we received a word that King Hezason had flatly refused to collaborate with an "obvious impostor and a madman."  He also made sure to order me back to my duties in Gelassi as Tironik's aide.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I was still showing the two dejected kings around Gelassi when Misha informed us that rather than risk any further discord with either parent country, the official position would be to stay neutral. In other words, the men could stay long enough to rest and contemplate their next move. Assuming that it was to continue with their holy mission, they would be asked to find another base for operations.  Eburgistraten and Roarke, fully dedicated to their just cause, left Gelassi a short while later.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/facing-facts-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Next-&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-3510685452968463009?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/3510685452968463009/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=3510685452968463009' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/3510685452968463009'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/3510685452968463009'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html' title='Impostor and the Madman, From Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-7871791913035187916</id><published>2009-01-24T18:48:00.020-05:00</published><updated>2009-06-19T11:00:10.000-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='imponderables'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Seera'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Paynor'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Ara'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Lane'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part II - Retributions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nalev'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Jaun Sei'/><title type='text'>That Answer is Unacceptable, From Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/audience-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Don't be absurd, Nalev. I just saw him yesterday," I protested. I had been to Roarke's library and was denied entrance.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He will not see you now. He doesn't accept my visits when he's like this."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Are you saying you're running the country?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I lend my assistance where ever it's needed. Right now, I must prepare Arbanji to lead."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You simply dismiss your King?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Eltesnia has been through much and we must be strong."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"It tears at him for what he did to Paynor."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Paynor is in prison where he can do no further harm to anyone."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"In prison?" I asked in disbelief.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes." Nalev's eyes set on me. "What did he tell you, child?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Roarke told me that he cut his head off while he slept."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You can not begin to imagine the agony and isolation of what the king has been through. Whatever stories he has told you are very real to him."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"How long will he stay there?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"It's difficult to say. Perhaps a few days. Time means nothing to him when he's like this."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Thank you for seeing me, Nalev."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I held out my hand. Nalev kissed it and said with a nod, "Lady Fenwick."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Day after day I returned to the tower and slid my letters under the door. It was so cold and silent. I hardly ever heard any sound from inside. Soon I started to take a small stool with me and busy myself with needlework while I made idle one-sided chatter with the silent royal guards. It would be nearly three weeks of tenaciously waiting before my luck would change.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;This time when I said good morning to my two resolute statues, one responded, "You may enter." I thanked them kindly and walked in to the library.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The entire tower was the library. Books, scrolls, maps and artifacts lined countless shelves and tables. Highly ornate and jewel encrusted swords hung on the walls. There were a few large tapestries suspended in an odd arrangement in one corner of the room. It was from there that I heard Roarke's voice.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Fenaway, in here." He called.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I stepped inside the make-shift room to find Roarke soaking in a bath, attended to by four servants. There was scarcely room for me but he motioned for me to have a seat on a chair out of the way.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Your Highness." I greeted him warily.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I wanted to speak with you, Fenaway." His voice was full of energy. "I had hoped to be done with all this before you got here. It feels just too damn good to be in here. This is the fourth bath they drew for me today."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Perhaps Your Highness is in need of a vacation by the sea."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Probably right." He reached for a piece of fruit from a small table beside the tub and tossed it to me before taking one for himself. "But there's something more pressing at the moment and I'm hoping you might be of assistance." He motioned to his servants. "You may leave."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Of course." I replied humbly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Roarke quickly ate his fruit. I could tell from the mostly untouched trays of food left outside the library door that he hadn't eaten much in the past weeks. Though I tried not to seem uneasy, I found myself studying the fruit in my hand and slowly ate, enjoying what little distraction I had available.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Hand me my towel."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I stood and complied with his request. He lost his balance getting out of the tub and I reached out to steady him. He thanked me then gave  me a very awkward quick kiss on the lips before taking a bite out of the apple in my hand. Roarke wrapped himself in a robe and walked out of the tapestries.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Out here, Fen." He poked his head back inside and motioned for me to join him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Roarke was anxious to tell me all about his vast library and the holy mission he was on to put the world back into balance. His voice was higher than usual as he tried to fit volumes of information and conjecture into one morning. My head reeled trying to keep up with him but his giddiness and enthusiasm were intoxicating and contagious. I marveled at his behavior and wondered if he was ever truly the same person twice.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"The answer is here, Fenaway, I know it. It's just a matter of finding the right connection. Now that you're here I can just about taste success."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You want me to help you?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes, oh, yes. I should have sent for you a long time ago. You're the only one that makes sense."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I had to agree with him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Roarke had some of my things sent up to the tower and tagged along with him on his intellectual and spiritual journey. He read, studied, pontificated and puzzled almost without ceasing. Time began to lose meaning for me and its passage was most noticeable by the growth of the child within me. It had been a while since I had seen Misha, or anyone other than the guards outside the tower door. He had sent me a letter saying that he was going to Gelassi with Nalev to work on the settlement. It was odd that he didn't come to say goodbye in person, but at that time most things were extraordinary, and not always in the good way.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The first time I saw Roarke reading from the forbidden books of the imponderables I felt myself grow pale and weak. He insisted that he was working to achieve a greater good and that he could not be bound by superstitious conventions. He could be tried for heresy and I along with him for being party to his betrayal of the tenants. Adeptly he quoted centuries of scholars and priests to prove his point. Of course, all of them had died a horrible and tragic death as heretics to prove mine.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The imponderables, it seemed, could be controlled or at least manipulated as in the entrapment of the Lane. When Eburgistraten freed the Lane, it was only half of the solution.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Jaun Sei cites legends from the oral tradition of 'Chasing Seera.' But, you see, it is actually Seera who is doing the chasing." Roarke was quite emphatic.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Seera is chasing ... the Lane?" I was confused.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes, you do see!" He embraced me for a quick moment then practically jumped backward toward an open scroll. "In his sonnet number 57 he speaks of the Ara not as the innocent of Dzai tradition, but as an ancient. And an ancient prisoner at that. She seduced him and gave birth to a child she called Aloyna. When the Aloyna was a little girl, Ara told Seera that she drowned in the River Iber. But she hadn't died at all but was sent to live with a far away tribe of people. Jaun Sei contends that it is through Aloyna that the sight was born. Seera, it is said, must track Ara through each of his reincarnations to protect us all."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I looked him in disbelief.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Jaun Sei was one of the few writers of the imponderables not to be put to death."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Only exiled from Belaurii after starting a civil war." I stated flatly. As the mistress of Neopar, I knew all about both the rift and the prophecy of reunification.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He was Nalev's grandfather. Life is full of little ironies." Roarke chuckled.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Wasn't it the stone that allowed the entrapment?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Absolutely. A stone unique in all the world. Probably not even from this world."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And it was returned with Ara Lane."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Then please tell me what we are looking for."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"The stone, my Fenaway, was split in two in ancient times. When we find the missing stone, we can open the portal between the worlds and send Seera through."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Seera?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Seera."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You know where Seera is?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Metaphorically speaking, of couse."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Does he exist? Yes or no?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And you know who he is?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes." His voice was more somber now.  "He is Paynor."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Paynor? Why would you think it is Paynor?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"What more do you want from me, Fen?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"The truth, Roarke. We can face it together." I pleaded.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"One answer and you look upon me with pity, another and it is with horror. How is it possible for me to choose between the two?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I have pledged myself to you. It is enough for me that you know the truth."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Roarke turned away from me and said, "I think you should go now."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/breath-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-7871791913035187916?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/7871791913035187916/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=7871791913035187916' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/7871791913035187916'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/7871791913035187916'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/that-answer-is-unacceptable-from-fens.html' title='That Answer is Unacceptable, From Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-672279156046955613</id><published>2009-01-16T17:33:00.022-05:00</published><updated>2009-06-19T11:04:03.871-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Tironik'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Zbinka'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Rad&apos;en&apos;'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part II - Retributions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nalev'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>"I Cheated," from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/following-music-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Time passed slowly. Nothing made sense to me. Too much was happening that was out of my control, out of my reality. I decided to join Misha in Gelassi where we I threw ourselves into our labor. We wondered when or if we would ever see those we loved again, but refrained from giving shape to those fears and insecurities.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The messenger caught us by surprise. He brought Misha a note from Tironik.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;My Dear Misha,&lt;/span&gt;  &lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There has been an accident. Nalev has been gravely injured and I alone have stayed behind to take care of him. I know what he means to you, to all of us, and I could not leave him in the care of strangers.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I pray that you and Fen reach us in time.&lt;/span&gt;  &lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yours,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Niko&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Misha instructed the messenger to take the letter on to the court of Cznorh to Nalev's wife and the two of us were off.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;We arrived at the tiny Inn of the Teapot and found Tironik reading to the non responsive and heavily bandaged Nalev in a small room to one side of the kitchen. Tironik got up at once to greet us with a hearty embrace then poked his head outside to call to the cook for some food.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"What happened? Robbers?" Misha inquired.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He lost his footing on some slippery rocks and tumbled a good way down. It was just an accident. It could have happened to any of us."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He's said nothing?" Misha sat beside the Eyre.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He said, 'I cheated'. That was really all. He's been in and out since then, never much longer than to take a few drinks."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;A pained smile crossed his face and he looked away from us.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Niko," I said quietly and gestured toward the door. We went to the bar and had several rounds while we waited for the cook to ready our meals. I knew Misha well enough to know what Nalev was getting at, and how it hit him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"What about the rest of the party?" I asked.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I've sent scouts to find their trail, to see if they made it to the next stop, but to no avail. It's like they just vanished. There was so much confusion after the accident. I'm sorry that I don't have better news."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"At least we should have about a day or so before Rad'en' finds out."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He's already upstairs. I sent him a message the same time I sent yours."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Kranch," I muttered into my drink.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;We had just coerced Misha to eat something when Rad'en' walked into the very small and very emotional room. Rad'en' was not yet forty and could best be described as average in every way but one: his temper. He was notorious for his quick temper and, in that, he most reminded me of my father. Luckily Tironik's easygoing nature and years as the unofficial peace keeper between the King and Queen prepared him for, well, just about anything...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Misha," he said coldly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Rad'en'." The sarcasm was missing from Misha's voice...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;End of RETRIBUTIONS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-672279156046955613?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/672279156046955613/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=672279156046955613' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/672279156046955613'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/672279156046955613'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/i-cheated-from-fens-memoirs.html' title='&quot;I Cheated,&quot; from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-4968009586541793563</id><published>2009-01-10T16:12:00.020-05:00</published><updated>2009-06-21T13:42:59.631-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Gelassi'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Commentary by Tironik'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Dalma'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eyre Tosdoc'/><title type='text'>End of the Holy War, Commentary by Tironik</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;After years of trying to annihilate each other, I first met Misha face to face during the surrender of &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"&gt;Gelassi&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; at the end of the holy war. I really don't think that anything could have prepared me for that day...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;We had been in the thick of it for three days, with casualties soaring on either side. Eyre &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"&gt;Tosdoc&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;, the high commander, had been slain and, absent both &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"&gt;Naeri&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; and &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"&gt;Hezason&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;, I found myself in charge of holding our position.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;On the foggy morning of the fourth day, there was only stillness. I sent out a scouting party to report back on any activity from Eyre &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"&gt;Nalev's&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; battalion. Fearing a trap, my expectation for seeing the twenty men again were not high and our men remained poised to resume the fight. The first sign of movement occurred at the height of the day. Not only had the scouting party returned, but they were joined by Misha.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5"&gt;Zubastyi&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;, the senior most member of the scouting party, presented me with a lengthy document.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"Commander &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6"&gt;Tironik&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;," &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7"&gt;Zubastyi&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; began. My attention was on Misha who was unarmed, unrestrained and quite at ease. "Eyre &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8"&gt;Nalev&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; has received confirmation that the Lane has been freed by King &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9"&gt;Eburgistraten&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; and Misha has been appointed to negotiate a truce between the &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10"&gt;Houseborne&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; forces and &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11"&gt;Kanabulan&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"So he sends us his page?" I asked still befuddled by the situation as it was unraveling, not at all trying to sound condescending.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"Companion, please." Misha corrected. "&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12"&gt;Erye&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13"&gt;Nalev&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; is even now personally disbanding entire &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14"&gt;Houseborne&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; legion."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"Without a truce?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"Our directive from &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15"&gt;Eltesnia&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; was to wage the holy war until the freeing of the Lane. As that objective has been met,  we have no choice but surrender to &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16"&gt;Kanabulan&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"How many are in your battalion?" I asked.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"We are three thousand."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"Three thousand men prepared to march unarmed across No Man's Land and into this camp?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes. It is in writing." Misha gestured to the document that I hadn't as yet consulted.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"We have no accommodations for three thousand prisoners."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"Then we must make them. I assure you, Commander &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17"&gt;Tironik&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;, that unless the new &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18"&gt;Eltesnian&lt;/span&gt; king can use his sway with court in council, the &lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19"&gt;Houseborne&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; have no place to go."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;My decision was to wait until the return of either &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20"&gt;Naeri&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; or &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21"&gt;Hezason&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;. I had Misha taken to a holding area where he could gain little information as to our troop size or availability of resources as I contemplated the complexities of the situation.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;In addition to my many years of service as field surgeon, my less official duty was to keep peace between my mistress &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22"&gt;Naeri&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; and &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23"&gt;Hezason&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;. While we did our best to keep hostilities directed toward the clear and present danger of the &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24"&gt;Eltesnian&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; forces, the two hotheads would invariably, in their quest to prove their honor, courage and superb military leadership, wind up in the same battle. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25"&gt;Naeri&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; possessed a passionate loyalty to the throne. Her fearlessness and ability to quickly apprise and lead sound but daring counterattacks made her loved among the common soldiers. Unfortunately as the darling of Prince &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26"&gt;Eburgistraten&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; and wife of &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27"&gt;Hezason&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;, she was ill-favored by most officers who considered her brash and uncontrollable.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;I had received message from a forerunner that it would be &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28"&gt;Naeri&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;,  joined by an additional 500 soldiers, that would bring the king's directive to the encampment at &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29"&gt;Gelassi&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;. She arrived early that evening. Gone was the crazed look of vengeance from when she stormed off to find &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30"&gt;Hezason&lt;/span&gt; after Eyre &lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31"&gt;Tosdoc's&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; death, downgraded to her typical fiery stare.  She dismounted her horse and I took her hand.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"My mistress," I bowed politely. She said nothing until we moved to into the privacy of the command center. She removed a large leather sack from her back and placed a great number of documents onto the table before us.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32"&gt;Burgi&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; has left us will a multitude of &lt;/span&gt;correspondences&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; between himself and King &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34"&gt;Dalma&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; proving their collaboration to free the Lane and what events they hoped would follow. We have sent men into &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35"&gt;Cznorh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; to meet with the king, but we have lost all contact with them and fear that they have been captured as spies and executed."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;I looked over the letters and notes before me. "And he told you nothing about this?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"Nothing. But it appears that my mother was involved from the very beginning. She too has been sending diplomats into &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36"&gt;Cznorh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; but they have been turned away."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;One particular passage in a letter from King &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37"&gt;Olan&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; to &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38"&gt;Eburgistraten&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt; caught my eye.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"If fate has chosen you to succeed in this crucial endeavour between our peoples before those stubborn, self-seeking bastards of my council have altered their rulings, then you must be prepared to aid the most loyal and down-trodden as testament to the good faith between us now and forevermore."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"So they expect us to open our camps and invite them in for tea?" I said rather sarcastically.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;"It appears so. Send for Misha."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;The Truce of Gelassi took nearly two months to draft and was never officially signed by Eltesnia proper. During that time the Houseborne were incorporated into our midst as enemy noncombatants. The war continued, waged now almost entirely by the secular army.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;A terrible illness swept through the court of Cznorh claiming the life of King Olan, Princess Adelaide and her infant son as well as many, many others. It seemed that the recently crowned King Roarke would not any agreement between his father and Eburgistraten and decided that an unrelenting push would bring Kanabulan to its knees.  The Houseborne were declared mercenaries and traitors and the King's Army authorized to bring them in, dead or alive. Ironically until that declaration most of the 3000 had busied themselves either in expanding the prison camp or providing sundry noncombatant aid to our soldiers at the front.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;Already considered the enemy of their former country and with no new direction from Eyre Nalev who had gone to King Roarke's court, many of the Houseborne, under direct supervision of Naeri, took up arms with us. The added incentive of citizenship was promised for all who fought for Kanabulan.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"&gt;Misha had been one of the first to accept the offer. He had been a formidible opponent and was now a welcomed ally.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/fury-and-diplomacy-zbinka-tells-all.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-4968009586541793563?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/4968009586541793563/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=4968009586541793563' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/4968009586541793563'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/4968009586541793563'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/no-mans-land-commentary-by-tironik.html' title='End of the Holy War, Commentary by Tironik'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-36838661915151491</id><published>2009-01-05T22:01:00.015-05:00</published><updated>2009-06-28T22:18:33.629-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Zyta'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Lord of Inger'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Neopar'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Commentary by Tironik'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Serena'/><title type='text'>"Companion. If You Please." From Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/sometimes-you-just-misjudge-people-from.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Zyta's mother Serena was a very young woman when Misha came to live with her family. At the age of five, all Houseborne males were separated into two groups: those who would remain and become the next generation of priests and the majority that would be reared by host families in Cznorh proper. The host family provided the basics of food, shelter and a clothing until the child turned twelve and began their training at the military academy.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Serena was the youngest of three children and the only girl. When her mother passed away Serena and Misha became inseparable.  Unfortunately Serena's father didn't care much for Misha. The sounds of laughter and frivolity always seemed to set him off, at least when he'd been drinking. On more than one occasion he'd erupt in to into a fit of anger usually directed at Serena. Misha would intervene, but to no avail.  Soon enough Misha turned twelve and Serena never saw him again.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;One of Serena's brothers became an officer in the secular army. The other sibling was killed in a hunting accident.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"With no one to leave his jewelry business to, it was passed on to my mother and father when the old man finally died."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;She still hadn't gotten to why she was here and I didn't care what sad heart story she was weaving. I didn't like her. She reminded me of every fair young maiden that ripped me to pieces in not one, not two but all three courts.  And she was going to be set lose on D'Hir.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"My mother included Misha in her will. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/no-mans-land-commentary-by-tironik.html"&gt;At the end of the holy war&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; my father and I set off to find him. With their army disbanded and with no place to go the Houseborne scattered. A good number had surrendered to the Kanabulan army and later offered to take up arms with them against the secular army when the war continued. Some turned to begging or stealing. At any rate, most were considered criminals."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Misha, being the legendary oldest page of all time..." Neopar started.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Companion. If you please."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And a fine companion you are. Misha was not terribly difficult to find. Zyta's father traveled all the way to Belaurri to carry out Serena's dying wish. Isn't that beautiful?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"When did all of this happen?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"While you were out galloping about the countryside, I'm sure." Neopar quipped.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"What other secrets are you hiding from me?" I asked Misha.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"None," he responded. I knew him well enough to believe him despite his curt tone.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"How does all this make her suitable for service? What makes you think she'll be successful with D'Hir?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I have no choice," Zyta replied softly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"What she means to say is that her father has accepted a position as, um, something or other, in an undisclosed location until they can be safely be reunited."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Neopar, you're holding him prisoner?" I accused more than asked.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He is a guest, a very closely guarded guest, but a guest none the less." Neopar turned to Zyta. "Well, my child, I believe it's time we said good night."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I almost forgot," Zyta went back into Misha's bedroom. She returned with a neatly folded shirt. "Misha asked me to take care of this."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I took the shirt, thanked her and showed the two of them out. After closing the door I turned abruptly to Misha.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Tell me her mission is really D'Hir."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Her mission is D'Hir. She's really a sweet child, Fen. I think you're overreacting."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I bet she has fabulous feet," I muttered under my breath. "Was that part of the plan," I gestured to his side.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"A scratch was part of the plan, but that was too difficult for such a mediocre swordsman as the Lord of Inger."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"How much did her mother leave you?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Enough to retire from this lap of luxury to one of my own design."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"When are you leaving?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"When my job is finished."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/05/leaving-belaurii-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-36838661915151491?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/36838661915151491/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=36838661915151491' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/36838661915151491'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/36838661915151491'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/companion-if-you-please-from-fens.html' title='&quot;Companion. If You Please.&quot; From Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-79783943361213999</id><published>2009-01-03T23:33:00.019-05:00</published><updated>2009-06-19T10:18:25.850-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Zyta'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Lord of Inger'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Dophe'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Neopar'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Hetta'/><title type='text'>Sometimes You Just Misjudge People, from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/new-order-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;It was the night of the great feast after the fast of &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"&gt;Purlong&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;. I was always surprised when it was celebrated in Belaurii because it wasn't yearly as it was in the House and &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"&gt;Cznorh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;. I also found it &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"&gt;interesting&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; that there were more &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"&gt;Dzai&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; living in Belaur&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5"&gt;ii&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; than anywhere else. Later I would discover that it was because Belaurii had much to gain from the great war yet suffered few casualties.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Most of my knowledge of &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7"&gt;Dzai&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; customs and rituals were imparted to me by &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8"&gt;Hetta&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9"&gt;Hetta's&lt;/span&gt; mother was a member of the House and an expert seamstress who decided to leave and marry a wealthy patron. That was unusual for two reasons: the patrons from Kanabulan were rarely well to do and &lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10"&gt;apostasy&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; was not  dealt with lightly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Her parents rose to quasi fame as dress designers for the court of Olan, but the knew the real money was in &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11"&gt;Cznorh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; and Belaurii --that the House had ways of carrying out commerce even across enemy lines. A mutually beneficial agreement was drawn up that, in addition to the monetary benefit to both parties, the official standing of &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13"&gt;Hetta's&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; mother was upgraded from "heretic" all the way to "friend and benefactor."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I watched the doctor stitch up the gash Misha's side while he lay on our dining table and couldn't help but reminded of &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14"&gt;Hetta&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; and all of her stories.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I've never seen you lose, Misha."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"It has been known to happen, just not of late." He winched slightly as the needle went in and out of his flesh. "Don't you have something better to do? I'm alright."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"The King wanted me to check on you."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You know, I really thought the Lord of Inger liked men. I still do."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"We all thought that. Perhaps you weren't his type."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"First, all humility aside, just look at me."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"All done, Misha. Take it easy until it heals." The doctor began to clean up his supplies.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Thank you, doctor."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Second, even if it were in the remotest sense possible, that would hardly be cause to try to kill me."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Certainly killed the party." I paused. "Can I ask you something...?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I'm not telling you where I hid his shirt. I cant stand to see you moping about in that dirty thing."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Forget the shirt. It's been over four months since I've heard from him."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He doesn't write to me, dear."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Nalev does."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And I've let you read the letters from him."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"All of them?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes, all of them. Everything from Nalev is about politics and the settlement. When King Roarke shuts himself up in his library he sees no one, not even Nalev. I assure you, Fen, this has little to do with you."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Now let's get you up and some where more comfortable." The doctor helped move Misha to the couch.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Thank you."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Good night to you both." The doctor nodded and left.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Misha...?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Is it going to be one of those nights, Fen?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"No, I could leave you here in pain, but then who would you have to insult?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"What is it?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"If the Houseborne males were forbidden to read and write, when did you learn?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"It  seems that immediately Nalev won me in the card game he suffered extensive loss of his near sight and had to teach me so I could handle all his correspondences."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Was that legal?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Not legal, but very practical."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The door opened and Neopar made an uncharacteristically quiet entrance.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Well it seems that yours truly has had a better night than either of you." He paused and turned to Misha. "How are you?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Fine."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Good, good. I just had the most interesting talk with the Lord of Inger." The King poured himself a drink and finished it as Misha and myself waited.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I wouldn't want you to forget, Neopar," Misha condescended. Most people have wanted to kill Misha at some point or another, but not Ompar. Misha was many things, but not a fool.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"No, I won't." He poured himself another drink. "How thoughtless of me," he gestured with the bottle and his glass.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"No, thank you," I responded.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"The Lord of Inger is terrified, yes, I believe I can say that without undue exaggeration. He has evidence that someone in Belaurii was behind the coup in Cznorh."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Did he name them?" Misha asked.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Not as such. But only the Queen is capable of instilling such utter terror. We  need to get the Lord into Cznorh for questioning and safe-keeping. Are you well enough to ride?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Of course he isn't. He'd bleed to death on the way. I'll go."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I don't know who I can trust to send with you."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Speed is all I have. Tell me where he is, and I'll take care of the rest."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I'll have horses made ready."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"There are 550 guests leaving as we speak, finding two horses saddled up and ready to ride will not be a problem for me."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The horses were not the problem. Unfortunately, the Lord of Inger was not waiting in Neopar's study and no one in his entourage had seen him. I went back to tell the men the devastating news but also that I would continue on to Cznorh to question the one person who might be motivated to speak against Queen Dophe: D'Hir.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Absolutely not," responded Neopar.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I'll be fine."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;In your current state of panic you're a menace to us all."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"But, I've done what you asked of me. And the Lord of Inger --."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"No, you did exactly as I expected you would do and created a frenzied diversion to confuse the Queen and her allies.  The Lord is quite safe and already in transit. As for D'Hir, he does need to be questioned, but by no means is that going to be left up to you. Lady Zyta will go."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Zyta the laundry servant? When did she become a Lady?" I inquired.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"When Ompar was firmly convinced that I could be trusted," was Zyta's reply as she stepped out of Misha's bedroom.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Ompar&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;?" I repeated.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Someone's jealous," Misha smirked.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Zyta was young, fair and sweet. I hated her. "I am wounded, King Neopar, that I should be left out of plans of such importance."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I came here in search of Misha," Zyta said. "Nothing more..."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/companion-if-you-please-from-fens.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-79783943361213999?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/79783943361213999/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=79783943361213999' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/79783943361213999'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/79783943361213999'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/sometimes-you-just-misjudge-people-from.html' title='Sometimes You Just Misjudge People, from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-1461053652272461663</id><published>2009-01-03T17:37:00.015-05:00</published><updated>2009-06-19T10:16:56.160-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='D&apos;Hir'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Hetta'/><title type='text'>A New Order, from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/fenaway-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I stayed many days at the seaside thanks to the gracious hospitality by the locals toward the king's mistress. Even though I had traveled with only the clothes on my back there was such an outpouring of gifts that I in turn needed to give away before my departure. The journey, at a relaxed pace, took the better part of a day.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;After taking my horse back to the stables I went to my quarters to change and rest before the evening meal. Soon there was a knock at my door. It was Misha holding a letter.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I heard you were back." He came inside and handed the letter to me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Thank you," I said.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I recognized the Hetta's handwriting at once.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;My Dearest Fen,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you are reading this, please know that I am sorry that I did not have the chance to say goodbye in person. I have been in service to your family for three generations, loving each of you as my own.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After you left, I received word from Vay that a great friend of mine in the House has begun a rapid decline and her memory is quickly fading. For whatever time she may have left and despite whatever the toll it will take on me, I must be at her side. I trust that you will understand and forgive my hasty departure. I am set to leave with King Roarke and D'Hir who have graciously offered to send be the rest of the way to Kanabulan with escort.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can teach you no more, my dear Fen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With Much Affection,&lt;br /&gt;Your adoring Hetta&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I cried. It was a much needed release.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Don't get all emotional."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I buried my head on Misha's chest. He put his arms around me. "This isn't about Hetta, is it?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I shook my head."There is another letter for you."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"God--not from D'Hir,"  my voice crackled.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Not from D'Hir. I wouldn't expect to hear from him any time soon."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I looked up at him and he smiled warmly. "Well?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes, give it to me."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Please."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes, please, Misha. May I have the letter?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"There will be a lecture later." Misha reached into his shirt and handed me another letter. I looked at it for a moment.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Is it from--?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Read it to me."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Absolutely not."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Have you read it?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"No, but he handed it to me personally."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Did he say anything to you?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He said, 'Please give this to Fen.' Now if you want to know anything more, open the damn letter!" He paused. "I'll be in my quarters."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I tore open the letter and sat down on the couch.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Dear Lady Fen,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;We leave today to Cznor. In all this time since you've been gone I have not regained sufficient courage to speak freely with the King and Queen. I shall be eternally grateful for the trust and kindness between us.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;As I return to my home, it is my utmost concert that D'Hir and I must suffer the loss of our loved ones once more, only now as we rewrite history with the truth that must be told I fear is will be more painful to him than the lies.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I must apologize to you, Fen, that I have you at a terrible disadvantage. D'Hir's letters to me spoke countless volumes of your warmth, beauty and great tenacity. When the dust has settled, I should like very much to have the opportunity to meet with you again.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Until then,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Roarke&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I read it twice more before placing it in a locked drawer along with the letter from Hetta. As I went to pick up the pitcher from my vanity to have it sent down to the kitchen my foot caught on something on the floor. It was Roarke's shirt. I folded it and placed it with the letters.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/sometimes-you-just-misjudge-people-from.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-1461053652272461663?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/1461053652272461663/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=1461053652272461663' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/1461053652272461663'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/1461053652272461663'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/new-order-from-fens-memoirs.html' title='A New Order, from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-2705467313004008398</id><published>2009-01-02T17:53:00.013-05:00</published><updated>2009-06-19T10:15:39.320-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='D&apos;Hir'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Paynor'/><title type='text'>Fenaway, from Fen's memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/one-lavish-party-after-another-from.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I was startled to find him already inside, naked to the waist and cleaning himself after the fight. Surprise turned to horror as I saw the thick scars across his back. He laid the towel he was using down on my vanity and turned to face me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I said I needed quiet, Fenaway, not solitude."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I offered him a clean robe and we sat together on my couch. Though the image was already burned into my head, it was improper for me ask. "Thank you," I said quietly, "For defending my honor."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Without honor, we are nothing. In that Misha and I are in complete agreement." His eyes were peering deep into me. The tables had been turned on me. "I'm sorry, Fenaway. I have failed you--both of you and brought dishonor on the alliance Burgi and I vowed to protect at all cost."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;It had been such a long since I heard that name. Only Burgi had called me that as a child. Fen, away from the knives, the wine, the older boys. It spoke to me of the closeness between those two men, caught on opposite ends of the war, yet cut into my very soul. I closed my eyes for a moment and fought off the tears. He was good.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I'm listening."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;His hand slowly brushed away an errant tear from my cheek. I caught his hand and held on and waited.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"There were rumblings in the council against my father. Many feared that his deep ties with the House were a disadvantage to the other sects. They were mere rumblings when I sent you and D'Hir here. None of those loyal to my father had any idea how swift the tide would change against us. Vay and all members of the House were barred from entry to both court and council. We foolishly believed that our actions would appease the opposition. There was a fleeting calm before the plague descended upon us, brought on not by god but a violent coup."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"The council had them killed?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Until only I remained, with no will left to challenge them. Paynor needed a figure head to keep the country from falling into anarchy."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Eyre Nalev?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"With the end of the holy war Nalev returned to victorious. Instead of a hero's welcome, he was thrown in prison. His wife Zbinka helped to restore order and justice to the court. It was she who appealed to Paynor to allow for Misha to be found and sent to you and D'Hir, and was greatly surprised that he agreed."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"D'Hir knows nothing of this?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Three days ago, Fen," he started. "Three days ago I poisoned the council like the vermin they were. But that wasn't good enough for the mastermind Paynor. I would take no chances with him." Roarke let out an uneasy laugh and bit his lip. "After years of being robbed of all I loved, my dignity and my country I severed the head of the beast as he slept. And what of that do I tell my only son and heir to the throne?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"The truth. What else is there for you?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"We need you, Fen. D'Hir's letters to me gave me strength when all else was lost. He wrote only of you. All those years, Fen, only of you. Together we can make some sense of this."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I can not return with you. D'Hir knows that." I said.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You know I would be within my rights to hold you to that agreement."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I know you will do what is right for D'Hir and not deny him the chance to have someone worthy of his attention."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He's sleeping with the Queen, isn't he?" I looked away. Judging by the trembling in his voice, he blamed himself for that as well.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And you, are you happy here?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Being Ompar's mistress affords me many freedoms I would not otherwise enjoy."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Ompar?" Roarke chuckled. "You will think me a great hypocrite..." He began.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You are among friends here. You have my word that no harm will come to you."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;He brought his face close to mine. There was no more talk either past or future, only one moment that blended into the next, all too perfect for words.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;When at last he fell asleep, I pulled away from his embrace and he rolled peacefully onto his stomach. I kissed his ear and softly ran my fingertips across his back and knew that nothing could rival the scars to his soul. It pained me to leave him there, but he would not be surprised.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I quickly got dressed and went into the night. I rode faster and farther that I had ever gone on my own. I rode and rode, all the way to the sea. But there was no peace for me there, only solitude.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/new-order-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-2705467313004008398?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/2705467313004008398/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=2705467313004008398' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/2705467313004008398'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/2705467313004008398'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/fenaway-from-fens-memoirs.html' title='Fenaway, from Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-2690348008769416794</id><published>2009-01-01T19:13:00.017-05:00</published><updated>2009-06-28T22:17:05.128-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Dophe'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='D&apos;Hir'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Neopar'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Hetta'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nalev'/><title type='text'>One Lavish Party After Another, from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/captive-and-captivating-zbinkas-musings.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;There were many diverse tasks associated with being mistress to Ompar. It was even possible to excel at a good number of them with my dignity intact. I enjoyed the parties. The planning was as endless as the money at my disposal. So many opulent choices with the food, wine, ambiance. Pouring over the guest lists with Neopar hour after hour to determine who would need what kind of attention in order to drop their guard and divulge their hidden agendas. That was intriguing. Often my problem was that the King's voyeuristic tendencies precluded the when and where of my fact finding missions. Other times, it hardly mattered. Hetta warned me that I was becoming too jaded. I assured her that if the proper occasion ever presented itself, that I could choose to be as sunny, trusting and altruistic as humanly possible. While I failed to convince either one of us by my statement, in time it would come back to haunt me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;After two years of more of the same, one peaceful afternoon as I fed grapes to Ompar with my feet, which he adored for their daintiness,  and he played cards with Misha a messenger from King Roarke awoke us to the inevitable. Apparently King Roarke had much to discuss with us in person and would be there with his entourage in three days. Apparently...?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Does the Queen know?" Neopar inquired.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes, your Highness. She said that you should make the necessary arrangements."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;King Neopar waved the messenger away and resumed playing.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Three days? Kranch. What do you want me to do in three days?" I straightened myself from my recumbent position on the couch.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Magic as usual, poppet."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And D'Hir?" I inquired. The debauchery between he and Dophe had gone one much longer than we anticipated.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"The Queen keeps few secrets from him," Neopar replied matter-of-factly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And how are we delicately going to inform King Roarke about--" There was more than a note of panic in my voice.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I have no idea. Absolutely no idea. Love to hear what you come up with, my dear." Neopar gave me a crooked smile and a wink, that was his way of waving me off.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Fortunately for me, money and power provided the necessary incentive to do the impossible, at least in the material sense. Countless scenarios ran through my mind as to how to broach the subject that his only son and heir had been used these past two years as the Queen's plaything. None ended well. Certainly if Queen Dophe were more diplomatic and less of a contriving shrew she could handle the very situation she created for herself. My only real hope was to have D'Hir packed up and ready to return home with his father as soon as possible.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You mean our things?" D'Hir asked when I spoke to him a few moments later.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I forced the whirlwind in my mind to halt long enough to really look at him. "You need to go, D'Hir. Your father needs you." I tried to be as feeling as I could.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"But what about us? We can start over."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"So Daddy comes to get us and makes everything all better? Come on, D'Hir, listen to yourself." Admittedly, that was not the type of feeling I was trying for. "What can he possibly say for himself? Leaving us here for so long."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He was protecting us."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Protecting us? That's not good enough for me."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"He's the King. He doesn't need to justify his actions," D'Hir stated.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And you and I, D'Hir?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;D'Hir put his hands on my shoulders and spoke softly to me. "We're survivors, Fen." He bent down and kissed the top of my head. I found myself embracing him. Part of me wanted to believe that he loved me, that he'd always loved me. But that was only part... I mainly just wanted him gone, and with as little bloodshed or bad feelings as possible.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Despite his exuberance at being reunited with his only son, there was a heaviness about him. I feared that he had already found out about the Queen and tried my best to keep him distracted with the revelry. I pretended not to notice as his eyes followed me around the room. But I did notice. And something in his gaze made me uneasy. I had another drink to steel my nerves and focused on my objective: facilitating the hasty departure of D'Hir, King Roarke and their entire entourage without endangering the long-standing alliance between the two countries. There was no one better for the job at hand, but my reputation was about to become my undoing.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;After enjoying some levity with the musicians and dancers I returned to the table honor to find Misha and King Roarke engaged in a heated discussion.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"There, there, gentlemen," King Neopar tried to pacify them. "The Great War is finally over and we have much cause for celebration." Neopar raised his glass to make a toast.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"The war ended with the freeing of the Lane. The senseless debacle that endured these past two years was completely unjust, fought without honor and devoid of mercy." Misha exclaimed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Misha was the last person I would have imagined to challenge King Roarke.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"There were many obstacles preventing a truce until now," Roarke said defensively.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Misha continued his objections. "What obstacles? When the holy war was over we lay down our weapons and marched into oblivion."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"And the rest of the Houseborne did not fare as well as you, Misha." Roarke's reply was sharp.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Misha stood in an imposing manner and I placed my hand on his shoulder to ease him back down.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Is it true, King Roarke? Has the fighting come to an end?" I asked.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Even now, Eyre Nalev has taken control of the entire secular army. We two have spent much time formulating a plan for the gradual integration of the Houseborne as full citizens."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Nonsense!" Misha snapped. "If such plan existed, Nalev would have written to me."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I heard the Queen herself gasp. Roarke rose to his feet and shouted, "Damn your insolence, man!"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;D'Hir approached the volatile standoff. "Pay him no heed, father. It is the drink talking."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I tried again to gently guide Misha back into his seat. Neopar was little diplomatic help. To him, this was mere foreplay. Misha turned his face around to me and scowled, "Don't touch me you whore."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Considering the source of the comment, this was less insult than statement of fact. To King Roarke, it was an outrage. He looked to his son to defend my honor but was only appalled by his lack of chivalry. Roarke stepped forward and struck Misha hard across the face. Misha responded in turn. The music stopped.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The king and guard drew their swords as D'Hir and I rushed to get out of the way.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Fortunately the fight was short lived. Misha put away his sword and offered a hand to his clearly bested opponent that lay flat on his back. Roarke accepted the aid. D'Hir picked up his father's sword and held it out for him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Misha, a word," King Neopar called. No one expected to see either of them before morning.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I beg your pardon, Queen Dophe. I must take my leave for the night. I am in need of quiet." He motioned for his entourage to stay.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I trust that clearer heads will prevail in the morning. Until then, King Roarke." Dophe gave him a polite nod and he walked off alone.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I didn't know how much of what I'd just witnessed was real or merely an act, at that moment I didn't care. I went to King Roarke's guest room but was informed by his guards that he had not yet returned. Considering the time I wasted dragging my feet down the corridors, I found that difficult to believe. None the less, I went to my quarters to come up with my next move. Then discovered that it was not at all my move to make.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/fenaway-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-2690348008769416794?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/2690348008769416794/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=2690348008769416794' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/2690348008769416794'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/2690348008769416794'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/one-lavish-party-after-another-from.html' title='One Lavish Party After Another, from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-6241775237524623400</id><published>2009-01-01T13:37:00.016-05:00</published><updated>2009-06-21T12:56:38.275-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Dophe'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Neopar'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Delcine'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part II - Retributions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>A Proposition from King Neopar, from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/enemy-of-his-own-country-zbinka-tells.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;King &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"&gt;Neopar's&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; hand remained on my shoulder as he led me off to his sitting room. He called for his servants to bring food and wine as he attempted to comfort me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"It's all a game to her," &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"&gt;Neopar&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; said as he poured me a cup of wine. "Don't worry, no harm will come to the boy." He paused and studied my face. "How long have you been here now, Fen?... While the Queen and I have been gracious hosts, I believe it is time for you to face the fact that you're not going back and to do what you can to control your circumstances."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"I have been a diligent lady in waiting for over two years now."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes, and I know how exasperating it is to spend that much time with the Queen, but look at trouble that has brought upon us all. No, my child, I believe you would fare far better with me."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;He let me think about this while he ate. My hunger won out and I sat to dine with him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"You remember my mistress Delcine..."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"That the Queen had beheaded."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Yes, but not because she was my mistress. Delcine was stealing from the Queen. Dophe was well within her rights to punish her, as if a Queen needs to justify her actions to anyone. But you're getting me off point."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"So sorry, King Neopar."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Call me Ompar, please." His gestures were quirky and he was incapable of subtlety, but I found him not in the least bit threatening.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;"Ompar."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Neopar smiled so warmly that a few drops of wine dripped from the corner of his mouth. I leaned toward him and wiped it off with some linen, thus beginning my tenure as new and final mistress.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Upon receipt of the news of my new court appointment, King Roarke sent a congratulatory letter along with Eyre Nalev's former page who was to be my new guard.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/creating-misha-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; 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and I lived in the court of Queen &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" &gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"&gt;Dophe&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; and King &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" &gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"&gt;Neopar&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; without much ado. Other than the absence of &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" &gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"&gt;D'Hir's&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; parents, our lives were pretty much the same. At least mine was. I had grown accustomed the feeling of abandonment; however, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" &gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5"&gt;D'Hir&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; missed his family terribly. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" &gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6"&gt;Hetta&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; and I had become his only real family and friends. I loved &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7" &gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7"&gt;Hetta&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;. She was the only person I trusted completely. To everyone else I was a pawn. There was comfort in knowing that most of the scheming was &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8" &gt;altruistic&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;As much as we both loved &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9" &gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8"&gt;Hetta&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;, once &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10" &gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9"&gt;D'Hir&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; was old enough to ride we overlooked no opportunity to escape into the countryside. We always said that each time we would go just a little bit farther until at last we would find ourselves all the way to the sea where we could stow away on a ship and explore a world far removed from our pampered, dictated and confining existence.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;It was at the seaside were Roarke and &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11" &gt;Adelaide&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; took their last holiday in &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12" &gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10"&gt;Belaurii&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; with us before their baby son was born. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13" &gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11"&gt;Yasper&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; always seemed to be ill and the Prince and Princess never left his side. A dark cloud seemed to fall upon their court. Despite &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14" &gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12"&gt;Burgi's&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15" &gt;sacrifice&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; in freeing the Lane and the end to the holy war complete with the voluntary disbanding of Eyre &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16" &gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13"&gt;Nalev's&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; men, the fighting between our countries waged on, even intensified. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17" &gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14"&gt;Yasper&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; perished before his first birthday. His mother and the King himself were taken by the same plague, leaving a &lt;/span&gt;grieving&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; Roarke as the new leader. No matter our persistence, Roarke was adamant that we stay in &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16" &gt;Belaurii&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; lest we fall victim to the same fate.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17" &gt;D'Hir&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; had finally surpassed me in height, which was a great relief to me. Before that time he had the dreadfully annoying habit of staring at my breasts as we danced in court events. He was becoming a young man and the fondness and &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18" &gt;familiarity&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; we shared for so long seemed to be lost to awkwardness. Another four years and we would marry as arranged by &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19" &gt;Burgi&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; and Roarke long ago in some great alliance the details of which neither one of us seemed to be privy. I looked for any opportunity not to be alone with him. There were my dalliances with men around court which I managed to keep from him, but not from the watchful and vengeful eyes of Queen &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20" &gt;Dophe&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;I had become lady in waiting to Queen &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21" &gt;Dophe&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; when I turned twenty even though she had never liked me. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22" &gt;Burgi&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; had &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23" &gt;humiliated&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; her by refusing to set in to honor the alliance of marriage after Drezi was killed by the Lane on the eve of their wedding. She made sure that the minds of the women of the court were set against me, which is probably why I found the company of its men so alluring.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;My mornings were generally consumed with the arduous task of dressing the Queen and perfecting her coiffure, all the while biting my tongue as she found countless things for which to chide me. If she was feeling particularly malicious she would offer me the opportunity to play a game of cards with her. I had grown very good at devising strategies that ensured her victory. Eventhough I owed her a king's ransom already, I could not imagine the misery that would beset me should I dare to defeat her.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;One particular morning, despite my noblest efforts to feign amusement and joviality, the Queen saw through me to my utter boredom and disgust. The games went on and on. We didn't stop to eat and I dared not ask even to get up to stretch my legs which kept falling asleep. A grueling eternity passed as my stomach growled and eyes blurred. Evening came and went. Finally the tedium was interrupted by a knock on the door. For the first time in many months I was truly delighted to see D'Hir when the Queen invited him into her parlor. I started to sort through the cards of the interrupted game when I was curtly dismissed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;If I was at first confused by her move, the baudy ruckus that ensured quickly dispelled any misconceptions. I knocked on the door, and was ignored. I knocked harder. The Queen's only response was to move the action closer to the door. While I stood in my astonisment, I was joined by the only person in court that the Queen despised more than I.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"There there, poppet," King Neopar said as he patted me on the shoulder, "She'll give him back when she's done with him."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"Two things I need you to know before you leave," Prince Roarke told me before D'Hir, Hetta and I went alone for our stay in Belaurii. "Keep an eye on D'Hir. I'm counting on you to keep him out of trouble." He made an uneasy sigh and looked my squarely in the eyes. "And whatever you do, keep your distance from King Neopar." I did my best to honor those two requests, and was quite successful up until that night.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/06/pressing-family-matters-zbinka-tells.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-8393766603099371190?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/8393766603099371190/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=8393766603099371190' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8393766603099371190'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8393766603099371190'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html' title='Strangers in Court, from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-7218804426398890423</id><published>2008-03-11T08:47:00.041-04:00</published><updated>2009-07-15T00:45:26.613-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Houseborne'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Savlii'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Misha'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fen&apos;s memoirs'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part II - Retributions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nalev'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><title type='text'>"Creating Misha", from Fen's Memoirs</title><content type='html'>&lt;div  style="text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/01/proposition-from-king-neopar-from-fens.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;" &gt;Looking back, it was no real surprise that I be so drawn to him. He was my constant companion, strong and silent--a blank canvas to satisfy my every need...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;With the holy war over and the &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"  style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;Houseborne&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt; disbanded, King Roarke was faced with a &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;societal conundrum. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;As one of the bastard class, Misha had no rights of citizenship, was prohibited from marriage, garnering wages and even reading. Men in the tens of thousands suddenly had no place to call home. Even as the secular war continued to rage, these men were prohibited from joining the ranks of the true countrymen and land owners. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"&gt;Erye&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"&gt;Nalev&lt;/span&gt;, who rose from the worker class with the aid of the religious class, used every influence he possessed to end the oppression of those who had served their country so valiantly. To the Eyre, Misha's appointment, even in a foreign country, signaled a monumental change that would give hope to generations of men. To Misha, it was babysitting...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;Never more that twenty steps away, Misha's charge was to see all without looking or speaking, both night and day. The intent was for him to become an invisible part of the scenery. I spent my days trying to reinvent myself among the young women of the court. The handiwork was tedious and the gossip was mainly about my exploits. Ironically, the Queen's disdain for me seemed to subside. She was pleased that the &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"  style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;perfunctory relations with King Neopar was no longer her obligation. Fortunately for me the King's fetishes were not exclusively of a sexual nature and I was afforded much opportunity for imaginative and amusing play. He loved the outdoors as much as I and even fancied himself a woodsman. He enjoyed falling trees. Often he would have drunken competition with his guards and servants see who could log roll longer. Since he was so enamored with my delicate feet, I was forbidden from the contests.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;Yet I yearned for a normal romance. While Misha worked so hard at being a statue, I bared my heart to him, sang, danced, flirted shamelessly. I imagined that he wanted me desperately, yet feared for his life. Day after day I plotted to win his affection and release him from his impervious state.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;I decided that it was best to remove ourselves from prying eyes and while on a seemingly innocent walk near the stables I borrowed a horse and darted away, knowing full well that Misha would have no choice but to chase after me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;Riding full speed through the countryside I felt free and alive. I knew Misha must feel the same. I was giddy with delight and rode into a wooded area. The sunlight that trickled through the tree tops was intoxicating...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;The next thing I remember was lying on the ground, with a terrible headache. Misha kneeling beside me pressing down hard on my forehead with his ripped sleeve.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"Stop it, you're hurting me!" I demanded.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"The tree hurt you. You've been knocked senseless for quite some time. Of course, in your case, it's more of being knocked silent." When I tried to sit up, Misha held me down. "You'll stay put until the bleeding stops." He chided, "How am I supposed to explain this escapade to the King? Do you want to get me thrown in prison? It's my job to keep you safe, or haven't you grasped that yet?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;I looked at him and smiled. "You have a beautiful voice."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"I must insist that you don't kill yourself on my watch," Misha said stoically.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"I was in the mood for a ride."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"Everything is about you, princess."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"Don't call me that."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"Sorry, bastard child. You're still second in line for the throne whether you choose to play the part or not. Remember, I spent nearly two weeks traveling with your mother."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"Sorry if &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;" &gt;I'm&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt; a disappointment to &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;" &gt;her&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;," I snapped. "I'm hungry."  Misha handed me his water skin.  "I said I'm hungry, not thirsty."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"Perhaps if you told me ahead of time that you were planning to run away I'd have packed us a light lunch."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"You're very snide."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"And you're very impetuous."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"I want to go home," I said struggling to stand.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"I really don't think you're ready... " He sprung up and caught me before I fell back down to the ground. My head was throbbing now.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"I'll make a deal with you, princess:  if you can keep quiet, I'll tell you my story."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;Misha shot a forceful look at me when I went to open my mouth. He raised one eyebrow and waited...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;Misha proceeded to tell me of his earliest memories being raised with the other Houseborne until the age of 5. Never knowing a father or mother, he didn't know what to expect when he was placed in Eltesnia with a foster family until he was ready to begin military academy at the age of 12. His foster father was a cold-hearted widower with three children, the youngest being a little girl still living at home.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"After military academy I was selected for training as a page. My first Eyre was well-respected in both the House and Royal Armies. He was a stout middle aged man who always smelled of cheese. My sole lesson learned from Eyre Savlii was how to keep my mouth shut. A lesson I unlearned rather quickly when my fortune changed."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"Eyre &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Savlii&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt; was often outraged with Eyre Nalev, who he perceived to be a young upstart pushed ahead by the High Priestess Vay. It was true that Nalev was far younger than any of the other Eyre's when the position was bestowed on them, but his skill and character were beyond question. The High Priestess had a strange way of working."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"Even though Eyre &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Savlii&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt; sought every opportunity to knock Nalev down they still had to fraternize. Occasionally there would be a card game that Nalev would be invited to. For a brilliant strategist he was terrible at cards and would have lost the clothes off his back if they were not military issue. We never talked much because it wasn't in my station to interact socially with the others, but we noticed each other. When Eyre Nalev found out that my Eyre was planning to release me back to the academy to be retrained as a school master, I was nearly 18 and was no longer desirable to have around as a page. Life at the academy had one major stumbling block for myself and the others: all adults on staff were eunuchs. Not that I had any say in the matter."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;"Eyre Nalev, on the other hand, entered into a most interesting proposition with Eyre &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Savlii&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;. He suggested a game of cards. If Nalev won, I would become his page, no questions asked. If &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Savlii&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt; won, Nalev would resign his position. The challenge was too good for &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Savlii&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt; to pass up. I dare say we were all surprised when Nalev won."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"I served at his side until the surrender at Gelassi. Since then, the only word from him was that he wanted me here in Belaurii. I fear that something terrible has befallen him. I would do anything to know what has happened." Misha confided to me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"Communication has been impossible with Cznorh, but I will speak with King Neopar on your behalf."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"Thank you, princess."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"That's a long time to be a page."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"Companion, please," Misha insisted.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"Still, it's a long time."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"Eyre Savlii swore I'd be the end of Nalev's career. At first, we thought that was absurd. Then the fear that I really was too old to be a page and he was far to young to be an eyre started to take hold and Nalev distanced himself from me. He started meditating, legs crossed on the ground instead of sleeping, insisting that he was even more invigorated. On the third night, after watching him for some time I went and sat down facing away from him. I matched his slow breathing and sat there quietly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"What are you doing, Misha?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"You made such a good case for this, I thought I might try it out as well." I said.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"I'd like to be alone."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"Was it something I did wrong?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"No, Misha."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"You're just tired of me already."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"It is hard for me to live with an equal. This space does not permit it."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"I'm your page, not your equal."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"In many ways I feel you're already a far better man than I. I hate that the situation that brought us together is also working to tear us apart."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;I leaned back, touching our shoulders and I turned my face in the direction of his ear. "Come to bed, Lev. Let's get some rest."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"So it got better?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"More or less." Misha grew quiet.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;"I think I can make it back now." He held out his hand and helped me to my feet and waited until I was steady.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:georgia;" &gt;We rode at a snail's pace and were fortunate to make it back before dark. Ompar, who enjoyed Misha's company quite enthusiastically, was gracious enough to take Misha under his wing and the three of us became inseparable. King Neopar wasn't the boisterous buffoon that many took him for and Misha and I would soon find out, but a man fearful for his life and the kingdom he shared with Dophe, who he perceived to be his biggest threat.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div face="georgia" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/fluff-by-misha.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center; font-family: times new roman;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center; font-family: times new roman;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-7218804426398890423?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/7218804426398890423/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=7218804426398890423' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/7218804426398890423'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/7218804426398890423'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/creating-misha-from-fens-memoirs.html' title='&quot;Creating Misha&quot;, from Fen&apos;s Memoirs'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-7772727262369385965</id><published>2008-03-10T08:59:00.013-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-25T15:20:03.583-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='technotainment'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='imponderables'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='retributions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='kanabulan'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='getting started'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='brief description'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='epic blog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eburgistraten'/><title type='text'>Getting Started - A Brief Description</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Part&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;: Collaborative Blog, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;Epic&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;Soap Opera&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;Social Commentary&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;Technotainment&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-style: italic;"&gt;(Part Finished&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Style of Writing&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;King Roarke&lt;/span&gt; serves as the narrator through out the epic. While he attempts to pen an objective historical account, his involvement with the men and women of the story makes this task insurmountable. But it is Roarke's humanness, full of challenges and contradictions, that make his insights so compelling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Parts &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There are three main Parts to the epic: &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;Transgressions&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;Retributions&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; and &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;Alliances&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;. In Transgressions we learn the brief history of several peoples all vying  for the same  land.  The land itself is riddled with "imponderables" and anomalies that shape and define the cultures, rituals and very order of the inhabitants. Transgressions tells the story of how far the people of Kanabulan are willing to go to master the imponderables, and the disastrous, long-lasting effects of their hubris. Part I ends as Eburgistraten, the reluctant King of Kanabulan, sacrifices everything to free the entrapped being and end its cycle of immortal damnation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Part II and III take place predominantly in Roarke's court, though Alliances, the latter of the two, was written first.  Retributions shows the  underlying evil within a society portrayed as both victim and victor. Roarke writes about the clash between the ruling, religious and warrior classes in a tone quite formal and distant, though he himself is at the epicenter of it all. These parts are augmented by both &lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"&gt;Fen's Memoirs, Tironik's Commentaries, Vay's Diaries and Zbinka's Musings&lt;/span&gt; for additional perspective.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Alliances is a light-hearted romp, in comparison, that continues to detail the massive undertakings of each kingdom and people to reestablish order. Near its end, we see that this is the calm before the storm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Themes&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Several of the recurring themes are:  social injustice and inequality, depression, infertility, sibling rivalry and the price you often pay for getting what you want.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-7772727262369385965?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/7772727262369385965/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=7772727262369385965' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/7772727262369385965'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/7772727262369385965'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html' title='Getting Started - A Brief Description'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-801939832725388688</id><published>2007-08-23T19:22:00.004-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-08T18:43:52.193-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part I - Transgressions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='high queen'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eburgistraten'/><title type='text'>Eburgistraten and The High Queen</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/house-of-women.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Later that evening Eburgistraten, Svia and G’leel struggled to amuse the children who grew even more agitated at their confinement.  The noise in the throne room paled to the ruckus in the corridor.  Led by Chief Guard Dodger Tobias, the remaining five guards brought in wagons full of infants.  Wrenia and Extam led the young that could walk.  Along with Eburgistraten’s two sons were all of the House born found in the nursery.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Eburgistraten grew pale.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well done, Tobias.”  Commended King Olan.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Thank you, King Olan.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Now, let us get begin.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Eburgistraten rushed toward the throne.  “Please, King Olan...”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Silence.  You sealed their fates by involving the House.”  Olan turned to the High Queen.  “Begin the King-making.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“There must be some other way.”  Eburgistraten pleaded.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“It is time.  We will wait no longer.  Come.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;King Olan pointed his scepter at the prince.  With leaden feet and a push from two guards, Eburgistraten made his way forward.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was one last gamble for the prince.  It seemed that there was nothing else to lose.  He walked closer to the King and High Queen.  Olan kneeled and held his scepter to the High Queen.  She placed her right hand at its center.  Olan felt overwhelmed by a peacefulness he had never known.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I do not wish to be king.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The High Queen answered in her legion of voices.  “That matters naught.  There is only you.”&lt;br /&gt;“But I wish to free you.  Why must all these souls perish?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“There is no bargaining with the Lane.  Only a king can free the Lane.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You have become as those who entrapped you.  How can you allow your own innocents to be consumed by your vengeance?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Lane has no people.  Take hold of your destiny.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I will not.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Only King Olan must be willing in the king-making.  You will do as you are commanded.”  The High Queen motioned to the guards.  They took his right hand and forced it onto the other end of the scepter.  In the blink of an eye, King Olan and the others were dead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The High Queen passed the scepter to Eburgistraten and began her numerical accounting of the lost.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“This ends now.”  Eburgistraten took the scepter from her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“As you wish, King Eburgistraten.  The choice is yours:  life immortal or death.  It is of no consequence to me.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Come with me.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;King Eburgistraten turned and looked out across the throne room at the lifeless bodies.  All had been consumed in the wretched king-making, even his daughters.  He could feel nothing.&lt;br /&gt;“Why have you taken the princesses?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“There is no shortage of daughters for your tier to continue when you fail to return the Lane to the place of entrapment.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I shall not fail.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;End of Part 1&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-801939832725388688?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/801939832725388688/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=801939832725388688' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/801939832725388688'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/801939832725388688'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/eburgistraten-and-high-queen.html' title='Eburgistraten and The High Queen'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-2949819688588090884</id><published>2007-08-22T18:00:00.003-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-08T18:42:57.362-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Vay'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='house'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part I - Transgressions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='house of women'/><title type='text'>The House of Women</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/on-to-king-making.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The House of Women was indeed a brothel, there was no way of getting around that, but it was also the seat of the religious and political minority that lived in Kanabulan.  The House was actually more of a self-sufficient city within a city protected by a high wall with well-paid guards at each of its four gates.  The Priestesses, the Dzai term for the position held by the women, were all educated in the art of linguistics, healing and craftsmanship.  Some women of Kanabulan found their hand-woven fabrics and jewelry to be beyond comparison.  This minority was predominately comprised of courtesans and countesses rather than the general population.&lt;br /&gt;Worn down but never defeated, the Holy War that had lasted for over one millennia, the men and women of Kanabulan were, for the most part, impoverished, uneducated and disease-stricken.  Death caught up with women who survived childbirth in the form of exhaustion coupled with sundry plagues and maladies.  The average male between fourteen and forty could expect to die valiantly in defense of his homeland.  So, with a shortage of healthy and vivacious women, young men spent their leave and pay at the House.  Here the men were pampered, fed well and allowed to partake in whatever carnal affairs they could imagine, or afford.  The Dzai were very rich.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Each priestess could conceive no more than three children in her service to the House.  Girl children were cared for in the nursery wing by retired priestesses.  Males got sent to live with families in Cznor.  At the age of twelve the boys would enter military training.  These House-born males had no rights as citizens and could neither own land, marry, nor even carry money.  Even an outstanding House-born soldier could never rise to the rank of an officer.  This honor was reserved for those of pure Cznor decent.  A soldier once incapacitated would be given a post as educator in a military academy.  However, most, like their fathers in Kanabulan died valiantly in the never-ending holy war.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One of the most tedious yet critical tasks of the High Priestess was to oversee the markation of House borns to prevent rampant inbreeding.  Attachments were as unheard of amongst the priestesses as their counterparts the soldiers.  On rare occasion a priestess might take leave of the House, with or without offspring and usually married well, albeit to their enemy, or would pursue their chosen art form.  In that respect, they were infinitely more successful than their brethren.  Male deserters were found and executed, with no exception.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Vay busied herself in her accounting.  The books of lineage and monitary ledgers were updated almost constantly.  At least five books surrounded her at the large table in her sanctum.  Few people ever intruded on her there, yet she was not surprised when six palace guards entered her quarters.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What can I do for you?”  Vay asked, barely looking up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“King Olan has sent us for the princes,”  said the oldest of the guards.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“The princes.”  Vay repeated.  “We do not have many males here.  That is not the nature of our business.  If...”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Silence.  Either turn over the princes to us or we shall tear apart your establishment until we find them ourselves!”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Tobias, it is Tobias?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Chief of Guards Dodger Tobias.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yes.  Yes, why would we damage our relationship with our generous hosts in the capital city by engaging ourselves with such a matter?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“We have tracked the princes to this place.  If you refuse to cooperate, we will have no choice.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Very well.  I believe you know your way around.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/eburgistraten-and-high-queen.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-2949819688588090884?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/2949819688588090884/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=2949819688588090884' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/2949819688588090884'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/2949819688588090884'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/house-of-women.html' title='The House of Women'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-8857581225993413081</id><published>2007-08-22T17:59:00.003-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-08T18:41:44.157-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part I - Transgressions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Olan'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Making'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eburgistraten'/><title type='text'>On to the King-Making</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/kranch.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;By now, his sons should be halfway to the House of Women and his youngest daughters scattered.  Eburgistraten approached the two guards standing at the door to the throne room.  They allowed him to pass.  Once inside his heart sunk.  His brood of young daughters were inside.  He knew that his plan was unraveling.  “Stay focused,”  he told himself.  The High Queen had never taken the life from a princess.  They would be safe.  Two of his wives had chosen to stay with the children.  He approached Svia and G’leel.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Go now.  I will tend to them.”  His voice was heavy with sadness.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“We shall wait,”  Svia responded as she held their youngest child Reygan over her shoulder.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Eburgistraten!”  Summoned King Olan.  “We have sent guards to the House of Women.  If that is where you sent your sons, they will be returned.  And if they are somewhere else, we shall still find them.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Stay strong, Eburgistraten,”  he told himself.  If anyone could hide them, Vay could.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/house-of-women.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-8857581225993413081?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/8857581225993413081/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=8857581225993413081' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8857581225993413081'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8857581225993413081'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/on-to-king-making.html' title='On to the King-Making'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-320089338150381760</id><published>2007-08-21T19:33:00.006-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-08T18:41:01.748-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Naeri'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Taisia'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part I - Transgressions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Hezason'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eburgistraten'/><title type='text'>Kranch!</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/panic-spreads-through-palace.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;“Kranch!”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Shrieked Naeri at Hezason who was caught in the most compromising position.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Hezason rolled quickly out of bed and fumbled for his sword.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Tia pulled a robe around herself.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“Ouch!”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Murmured Eburgistraten as he was trampled underfoot by two hefty evacuees in the corridor.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“What is wrong with you, Naeri!?”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“Eyre Tosdoc is dead.”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Naeri engaged him in sword fight.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Her apparent fury and utter contempt left no doubt in Hezason’s mind that she would kill him if given the advantage.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“What happened?”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“You dare feign concern?”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Taisia moved cautiously toward the door to call for help.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Her father was on the other side, struggling to stand.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“That is quite enough, Naeri.”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten spoke sternly.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“Eyre Tosdoc was slain in battle, while his second in command is in bed with his widow.”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“We can get to the bottom of this later.”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“No we can not!”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Protested Naeri.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“Very well.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;What are you doing here, Hezason?&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;And make it quick, there is an evacuation underway here.”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“I am on leave.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;King Olan sent word for me be on hand for a few days.”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“That does not mean..”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Naeri began.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“That is enough, Naeri.”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten motioned for her to put down her sword.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“What?!”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“That is an order. Hezason, I need you to get these two out of here, quickly.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The king making is about to occur.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I will deal with this situation later.”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;He wanted so badly to say good bye to them, but time was running out.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He watched as the three disappeared down the corridor.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten turned and walked the other way toward the throne room.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/on-to-king-making.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-320089338150381760?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/320089338150381760/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=320089338150381760' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/320089338150381760'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/320089338150381760'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/kranch.html' title='Kranch!'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-6167919300041634448</id><published>2007-08-21T19:31:00.005-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-08T18:39:28.604-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Naeri'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Taisia'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part I - Transgressions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eburgistraten'/><title type='text'>Panic Spreads Through The Palace</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/send-to-flight.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;Word spread quickly throughout the castle.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The fearful seemed to erupt out of every door and window lest they be consumed by the eternal wrath of Lane.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;When King Erebus was joined to the High Queen in immortality, all save the young princess were annihilated that were found within the city walls.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;While none of the subsequent king-makings resulted in such a sweeping loss of life, they all required much sacrifice.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten walked the palace halls.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Naeri and his good friend Hezason were on the battlefield, strange now that he would consider them safe.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He was now in his family’s wing, fighting his way against the flow of panicked courtesans and servants alike.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;His inner sanctum was empty, for the first time.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Wives and other baubles of the king were outrunning the impending disaster of the king making.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Whatever relief he felt was short-lived as he thought he saw his eldest daughter, in full battle regalia, storm into Taisia’s chamber, sword drawn.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten called to her, “Naeri?!”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;There was no reply.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten quickened his step and arrived near enough the door to hear the fight inside.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/kranch.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-6167919300041634448?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/6167919300041634448/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=6167919300041634448' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/6167919300041634448'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/6167919300041634448'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/panic-spreads-through-palace.html' title='Panic Spreads Through The Palace'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-8711361670051306302</id><published>2007-08-19T20:37:00.004-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-08T18:38:52.837-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part I - Transgressions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Phaeta'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eburgistraten'/><title type='text'>Send to Flight</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/plans-and-panic.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;Eburgistraten knew that his plan’s success would be greatly aided if he kept his distance from his family.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;There were pressing needs to attend.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He must get to the kitchen.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Ordinarily a prince of any tier was not in the least likely to be found in the kitchen.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten, however, was a young man who loved wine, women and song, not to mention a good game of chance, all of which were bountiful in the kitchen.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Many times he had met Vay in the servant’s quarters, when he was unable to visit her at the House of Women.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;On other occasions, even more plentiful, he would sample the local cuisine.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;His liaisons with the maids and cooks were rarely uncovered, just as he preferred.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Kanabulan law stated that any prince of the tiers was entitled to claim for his inner sanctum a seemingly infinite amount of women.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It also required that any woman having carnal relations with a prince to be sequestered indefinitely.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;This was most inconvenient to the young woman, uprooted from her existence and thrust into the perpetual company of princesses and, worst of all, courtesans.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;While princesses were bound by their own sense of honor and decorum, the courtesans were oft too jealous of the steady influx of Eburgistraten’s curiosities.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten entered the kitchen as the cooks prepared the evening meal.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The winks and nods from the servants were returned only with an uncharacteristic solemnity as the prince focused his attention on a young woman with her back turned to him.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“You are dismissed.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Spend the rest of the day in town.”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten ordered.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;The head cook, sensed what was about to happen and she motioned for everyone to leave with her.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The prince was alone with Phaeta.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“Is it tonight, then?”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Phaeta asked.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“I am to be the next king.”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“What possible reason with your cousin...”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“King Olan had him poisoned.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He grew impatient for him to have daughters for the tier.”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“But that’s obscene!&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;How could the king kill his own heir?”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“The madness.”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten took her hands in his.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;“It’s the damned madness.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The same that will await me someday.”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“It will not be your fate, Burgi.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;You have fought so long to find a way.”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“Go now, before our future is consumed by our past.”&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/panic-spreads-through-palace.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-8711361670051306302?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/8711361670051306302/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=8711361670051306302' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8711361670051306302'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8711361670051306302'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/send-to-flight.html' title='Send to Flight'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-2975679212127453017</id><published>2007-08-19T20:35:00.003-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-08T18:38:07.364-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part I - Transgressions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Olan'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eburgistraten'/><title type='text'>Plans and Panic</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/king-olan.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;King Olan’s speech to Eburgistraten was difficult to hear over the multitude of voices uttered by the High Queen.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Olan himself doubted that it made sense, yet it was of little consequence to him. &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“Eburgistraten, exceptional men of integrity, vision and common sense have ascended the throne immortal.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;You seem to possess none of these traits.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;But, in the end, it is all the same.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Gather your children, this day you shall have your king-making.”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“King Olan, I am flattered that you should want me to sit upon the throne, but you forget about Duke...”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“He is dead.”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“King Olan, certainly you must be mistaken.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I saw him only this morning.”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“Yes, well, I have only just ordered him poisoned.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;You see?&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Now, stop confusing the matter at hand.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Now leave and prepare yourself for your fate.”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten rushed from the throne room.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He was drowning in thoughts he dared not believe.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Hurriedly he passed the wing that housed his family and continued on to the next.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;When he reached the main room of Duke’s abode his heart stopped for a split second.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Duke, his two wives and sons were seated for their meal.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“Stop!”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten yelled.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Duke raised his cup and smiled at his cousin. &lt;span style=""&gt; &lt;/span&gt;“Burgi, come sit down– ”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Duke’s head suddenly dropped to the table.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;Eburgistraten vanished in the ensuing chaos.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;His time most dreaded was about to befall him.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He sent word to his wives that his king-making was at once.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;His sole wish was that there was enough time for his plan to succeed.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/send-to-flight.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-2975679212127453017?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/2975679212127453017/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=2975679212127453017' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/2975679212127453017'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/2975679212127453017'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/plans-and-panic.html' title='Plans and Panic'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-3547916495810456277</id><published>2007-08-19T20:34:00.003-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-08T18:37:21.503-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Duke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part I - Transgressions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Olan'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eburgistraten'/><title type='text'>King Olan</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center; font-family: times new roman;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/naeri-and-eburgistraten.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: times new roman;font-family:&amp;quot;;font-size:100%;"  &gt;King Olan continued his downward ride into oblivion. He wept for seemingly no reason.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He would on occasion remove all of his clothing when in the presence of a beautiful woman, in vain hope that his body would remember what it was supposed to do.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;In the end, he was reduced to a mere babbling of emotions and schemes.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It was time to act before he spent eternity in this sad state.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He needed desperately to set the next king upon the throne.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The rules were clear:&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;the oldest male of the third tier, or greater, having at least one daughter would be the successor.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Duke was the oldest cousin brother, by all of twenty minutes, but he had only sons.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;King Olan had no choice.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He dictated two notes and sent them off.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;One was to summon Eburgistraten to the throne room.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The other was to have Duke poisoned.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a style="font-family: times new roman;" href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/plans-and-panic.html"&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-3547916495810456277?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/3547916495810456277/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=3547916495810456277' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/3547916495810456277'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/3547916495810456277'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/king-olan.html' title='King Olan'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-7263837031588412377</id><published>2007-08-05T20:09:00.005-04:00</published><updated>2009-07-14T16:51:08.657-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Naeri'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Taisia'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Commentary by Tironik'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Hezason'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Olan'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Hetta'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eyre Tosdoc'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Dzai'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eburgistraten'/><title type='text'>Naeri and Eburgistraten</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/life-of-page-part-2-by-misha.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;Five years later, two of Eburgistraten’s cousin brothers were killed in the same battle, leaving only he and Duke in line to produce daughters to continue the lineage.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;King Olan grew nervous—and everyone noticed.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Any sign of emotion told of the king’s degeneration into the “madness immortal”.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The never-ceasing war with the Dzai, the well-enumerated casualties in that dreadful cacophony of the damned, thoughts of the simple carnal pleasures of food and sleep all weighed him down.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He had been king for over two hundred years and had hoped that his reign would be different.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Surely he had learned from those immortal kings that begged for death to swallow them in their anguish.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;At the same time Tironik was to go off to his military training in the field.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Naeri insisted that she be allowed to go as well.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Certainly other young women had done the same, even those will less skill and stamina than she herself possessed, but a princess?&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It was with great pain and ample pride that he arranged for his dear old friend Hezason, second in command under Eyre Tosdoc, to accept both Naeri and Tierney into his legion.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten was lonely.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The direction he had for more than fifteen years was off defending their kingdom.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He spent most of his days and nights wondering if Naeri was safe, roaming the palace like a lost soul.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It was in such a state that King Olan found him and begged him to take a wife, actually several.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Within a handful of weeks, Eburgistraten married Murel, a tall and elegant woman, the recent widow of a prominent Eyre from the great country Bilaurii to the far north.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Murel had a daughter age twelve named Tia, as bright as the sun, who looked as though she would certainly need a father to defend her honor before terribly long.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Next was Svia, princess from the far-off &lt;st1:place st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:placetype st="on"&gt;island&lt;/st1:placetype&gt;  of &lt;st1:placename st="on"&gt;Lar&lt;/st1:placename&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Then D’Lena, Wrenia, G’leel and Extam.&lt;span style=""&gt; &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten managed to proliferate his way back into the good graces of King Olan.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;When Naeri was a young woman of nineteen she had another request of her father.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She had become thoroughly smitten with Hezason and insisted that a wedding be arranged.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten knew Hezason’s feelings for his most cherished daughter, or rather the lack there of, but promised her that he would work on it.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;To make matters worse for Eburgistraten, the wife of Eyre Tosdoc was one of many in their home village to succumb to a virulent ailment and perish.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Kanabulan military protocol entitled any Eyre to marry an heir to the throne.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten was the only heir to have daughters of marrying age.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten thought long and hard about the familial dilemma.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;His ultimate solution was to summon Eyre Tosdoc to a feast at the palace to discuss betrothal.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Tosdoc already knew Naeri quite well and was looking for a wife of a more quiet and sympathetic demeanor.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Imagine his surprise to meet Murel’s beautiful daughter Taisia at the feast.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Although Taisia was not a legitimate heir to the throne, he was more than happy to live with the consequences.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten threw the biggest most lavish wedding celebration for Taisia and the Eyre.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Then after an hour or so of marriage, Tosdoc returned dutifully to the front lines.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The King hoped to use the happy occasion to announce the betrothal of Naeri and Hezason; however, the groom-to-be was nowhere to be found.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;As it turns out, he was locked in a servant’s quarters with Taisia.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Despite his involvement with Taisia, Hezason could not refuse Eburgistraten’s offer.&lt;span style=""&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Years passed with&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Hezason waiting impatiently for a son.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Once he had a son, he could spend less time with Naeri and more with Taisia who had already bore him a daughter named Fen.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/king-olan.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-7263837031588412377?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/7263837031588412377/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=7263837031588412377' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/7263837031588412377'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/7263837031588412377'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/naeri-and-eburgistraten.html' title='Naeri and Eburgistraten'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-8205746130919909108</id><published>2007-07-10T19:24:00.010-04:00</published><updated>2009-07-13T21:19:37.400-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Vay'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Naeri'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Dophe'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part I - Transgressions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Tironik'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Olan'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eburgistraten'/><title type='text'>Eburgistraten Returns</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/wholl-stop-rain.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;Eburgistraten returned, albeit defiantly with High Priestess Vay as his bride.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Vay was short and squat in physique with long graying hair.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She possessed a finely tuned sensuality and was a gifted interpreter; however, neither of these attributes made her accepted around the court.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;King Olan was on a very long list of men and women who considered the High Priestess to be a duplicitous whore.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He ordered that she be removed at once because it was not prudent to bring the enemy into the palace.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten agreed, as long as she was not already with child.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“The woman is a prostitute.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;What makes you think you would be the father in any event?”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Olan’s voice was calm yet stern.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“First of all, Vay is High Priestess, and as such is only engaged in sanctimonious matters.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Secondly, would you have me risk sending an heir...”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“Yes.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;All right.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She shall remain here for three months, under our strict supervision.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;If she is not pregnant, out she goes.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;You will arrange for your first and most important marriage to Princess Dophe, if her father can still be bribed.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The royal family was not pleased to arrive and find the groom dead and his replacement gone missing.”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Vay was in fact with child and in due time produced the most beautiful baby girl.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Then she was ousted from the palace, happy to return to the House of Women.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten employed the services of his childhood nurse maid to help him care for his daughter, the daughter he named “Naeri—fiercely loyal”.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;As a child Naeri watched the soldiers in training and insisted her father teach her to sword fight.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten was not an accomplished warrior in any respect and he sought a young playmate for her instead.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;His name was Tironik&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He was from a long line of warriors, though none particularly well-decorated.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;At three they played with sticks, then wooden swords.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;By the time they turned ten years or age they were given their first real weapons.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten was blissfully happy.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;His daughter adored him and King Olan, ever-questioning the true lineage of the girl, virtually tossed him aside.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;With four others in line for the tier, it was no great loss for the kingdom.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/naeri-and-eburgistraten.html"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/08/naeri-and-eburgistraten.html"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/07/life-of-page-part-1-by-misha.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-8205746130919909108?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/8205746130919909108/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=8205746130919909108' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8205746130919909108'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8205746130919909108'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/eburgistraten-returns.html' title='Eburgistraten Returns'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-276488814971464086</id><published>2007-07-09T20:16:00.004-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-08T18:32:47.327-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='reenactment of entrapment'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='kanabulan'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Dalma'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part I - Transgressions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Roarke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Dzai'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eburgistraten'/><title type='text'>"Who'll Stop the Rain?"</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/kings-of-kanabulan-in-era-of-high-queen.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Eburgistraten returned to his room—long enough to gather a cloak and sword. Then he vanished quietly into the dark of night.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 102);"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;Two days later he appeared at the &lt;st1:place st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:placetype st="on"&gt;palace&lt;/st1:placetype&gt; of &lt;st1:placename st="on"&gt;King Dalma&lt;/st1:placename&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt; to seek asylum.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Unfortunately, my father was of all places, deep within Kanabulan at for the annual summit with the Dzai priesthood.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Held at the House of Women, the event was designed as a week-long celebration of diversity within the Dzai community and camaraderie, usually of the orgiastic type, culminating in the Reenactment of Entrapment.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;As a lad of eight I was of no help to Eburgistraten.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I did persuade him to stay and showed him hospitality.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;In return, Eburgistraten helped me with my math assignments, for which he always seemed to have a colorful gambling analogy.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;As the only child of the richest kingdom in the east, I could scarcely imagine what would compel a young prince to leave his home.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Once my father returned to the palace, he and Eburgistraten were sequestered for the better part of a month.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I hoped that he was granted asylum, but, as abruptly as he arrived, Eburgistraten exited my father’s private study, unaccompanied, shook my hand and gave me a broad smile.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It would be years until I was privy to any details of that encounter.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/eburgistraten-returns.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-276488814971464086?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/276488814971464086/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=276488814971464086' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/276488814971464086'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/276488814971464086'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/wholl-stop-rain.html' title='&quot;Who&apos;ll Stop the Rain?&quot;'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-8026629471928438066</id><published>2007-07-08T21:15:00.009-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-08T18:31:55.384-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Philrone'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Erebus'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Appomex'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part I - Transgressions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Olan'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='high queen'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eburgistraten'/><title type='text'>The Kings of Kanabulan in the Era of the High Queen</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 1in; text-indent: -1in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 1in; text-indent: -1in; line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 1in; text-indent: -1in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;u&gt;King Erebus&lt;/u&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;     &lt;/span&gt;the 15&lt;sup&gt;th&lt;/sup&gt; king of his people, but the first to be joined with the High Queen Born:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;1702&lt;span style=""&gt;    &lt;/span&gt;Kinged:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;1737&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Died:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;2017&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 1in; text-indent: -1in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;u&gt;King Philrone&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 1in; text-indent: -1in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;                        &lt;/span&gt;Born:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;1975&lt;span style=""&gt;      &lt;/span&gt;Kinged:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;2017&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Died:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;2543&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 1in; text-indent: -1in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;u&gt;King Appomex&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 1in; text-indent: -1in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;                        &lt;/span&gt;Born:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;2500&lt;span style=""&gt;      &lt;/span&gt;Kinged:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;2543&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Died:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;2692&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 1in; text-indent: -1in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;u&gt;King Olan&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 1in; text-indent: -1in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;                        &lt;/span&gt;Born:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;2631&lt;span style=""&gt;      &lt;/span&gt;Kinged:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;2692&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Died:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;2890&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 1in; text-indent: -1in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;u&gt;King Eburgistraten&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 1in; text-indent: -1in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;                        &lt;/span&gt;Born:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;2848&lt;span style=""&gt;      &lt;/span&gt;Kinged:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;2890&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Died:&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 1in; text-indent: -1in; line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/boogie-oogie-oogie.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/wholl-stop-rain.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-8026629471928438066?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/8026629471928438066/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=8026629471928438066' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8026629471928438066'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/8026629471928438066'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/kings-of-kanabulan-in-era-of-high-queen.html' title='The Kings of Kanabulan in the Era of the High Queen'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-7480711618967099411</id><published>2007-07-08T20:11:00.004-04:00</published><updated>2009-07-22T15:42:34.123-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part I - Transgressions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Hezason'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eltesnians'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Olan'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='high queen'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Ara'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Eburgistraten'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Drezi'/><title type='text'>Fatal</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/holy-war.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;On the eve of his seventeenth birthday, Eburgistraten, along with his closest cohorts, Drezi, an older cousin brother, and Hezason involved themselves, as well as to be expected in their inebriated states, in a parlor game of chance.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Hezason preferred tests of strategy and always was first out.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He had lost all of his gold to Eburgistraten, as was typically the case, and turned his full attention to drinking and heckling his friends.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten and Drezi were both about to claim victory, at least each looked sure of it, when King Olan entered the parlor with the ever-present demon the High Queen.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;When not channeling the voices of war casualties and other notorious dead, the High Queen was still the most captivating vision of beauty.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Years before she had taken to wearing a long dark hat and veil with feathers and jewels jutting about in a silly arrangement.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;There were those in the court that felt it was yet another muse to lure the wary before draining the life from them.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She was actually, as those closest to her found out, showing signs of aging.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Ara had been legendary in both beauty and vanity.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Little by little, Ara was emerging from the hold of the Lane.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;The High Queen wore a gown made of loosely hung white gauze that dipped and moved in all the most provocative places.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The wise knew to keep their distance from her.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Others never had the opportunity to become wise, or anything else for that matter.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten rolled his dice, then cheered.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;“Fatal!”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“How could you possibly win again?”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Drezi protested.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;“Would you have me a pauper before my wedding day?”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“Not I cousin.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The dice.”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten smiled and collected the gold and silver coins from the floor.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;King Olan tried to socialize with his guests, but was ever wary that he would be interrupted by a harrowing death count.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;For now, the High Queen seemed aloof.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Hezason watched her, his eyes transfixed.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;“She comes this way.”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He spoke aloud, but quietly.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten counted his winnings.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“Who?”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Asked Drezi as he stood from the floor.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Eburgistraten looked up just at the moment that Drezi bumped into the tail end of the High Queen.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Drezi was dead before his body hit the floor.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The young prince dropped his coins and horrific shock came over him.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Hezason fell to his knees beside his friend, but there was nothing to be done.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;King Olan quickly took notice of the situation and spoke calmly.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;“Looks as though Prince Eburgistraten will marry the princess tomorrow.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Do try to get some rest.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;And do not show up for the ceremony suffering from the ill-affects of too much drink.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We have enough troubles with the Eltesnians.”&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/kings-of-kanabulan-in-era-of-high-queen.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/kings-of-kanabulan-in-era-of-high-queen.html"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-7480711618967099411?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/7480711618967099411/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=7480711618967099411' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/7480711618967099411'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/7480711618967099411'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/boogie-oogie-oogie.html' title='Fatal'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-5441923231207505268</id><published>2007-07-07T20:05:00.006-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-08T14:51:05.240-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='kanabulan'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Holy War'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part I - Transgressions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Dzai'/><title type='text'>Holy War</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/first-king-making.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;Outraged by the hubris of their enemy, the Dzai waged a holy war against Kanabulan.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Every man, woman and child became both soldier and theologian as the Dzai were thrown into this next phase of their evolution as a people.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The earliest members of the priesthood were uncertain as to the greater abomination:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;the entrapment itself or their own vain attempts to ponder the imponderables. &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;Many great scribes and theologians have penned lengthy accounts and analysis of the factions and iterations of the Dzai religion.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I am no theologian but a king—and really more of a scholar than a king.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Who better to recount how another reluctant king—both sworn enemy and trusted friend—would come to challenge over a millennia of atrocities and traditions?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/boogie-oogie-oogie.html"&gt;Next ---&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;*******&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Posted to &lt;strong&gt;Epic In A Bottle.&lt;/strong&gt; All rights reserved.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;go to &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/06/introduction-by-roarke.html"&gt;Part I: TRANSGRESSIONS&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/12/strangers-in-court-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; Part II: RETRIBUTIONS&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2009/02/imposter-and-mad-man-from-fens-memoirs.html"&gt;Part III: ALLIANCES&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2008/03/brief-description.html"&gt; Getting Started&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-------&lt;/div&gt; &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5091275774737639021-5441923231207505268?l=epicinabottle.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/feeds/5441923231207505268/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5091275774737639021&amp;postID=5441923231207505268' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/5441923231207505268'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5091275774737639021/posts/default/5441923231207505268'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/holy-war.html' title='Holy War'/><author><name>wlkovitz</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14425926506337896130</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RSVXjCCy8oU/S8HTHbLncwI/AAAAAAAAAOs/178YBaJhd7s/S220/WendyLakeSmall.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5091275774737639021.post-8615650398564879772</id><published>2007-07-06T11:05:00.003-04:00</published><updated>2009-06-08T14:49:39.191-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Purlong'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wendy kovitz'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='kanabulan'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Erebus'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Part I - Transgressions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Ara'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='King Making'/><title type='text'>The First King Making</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 200%; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://epicinabottle.blogspot.com/2007/07/after-passing-of-durnast.html"&gt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--- Previous&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;On the thirteenth day of Purlong, Ara, or at least the body of Ara, thundered into the &lt;st1:place st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:placetype st="on"&gt;palace&lt;/st1:placetype&gt; of &lt;st1:placename st="on"&gt;King Erebus&lt;/st1:placename&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Her eyes shone red as hot embers.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The very air around her crackled and hissed.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;When the guards finally got close enough to stop her from entering the throne room she opened her mouth and then erupted the most horrifying, body-numbing sounds ever before cast upon human ears.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Innumerable voices groaned, crashed, roared and exploded in a cacophony of fury as she spoke these words, “Your king sent for me.”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;From a distance King Erebus could only marvel at her rare beauty.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Her deerskin dress clung to her petite body.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Ara’s golden locks took flight behind her as she closed in on the king at a feverish pace.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;Suddenly King Erebus felt the air sucked from his lungs.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He saw the pendant around her neck and the bloodstains on her clothing—but no Durnast, no soldiers.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;“Gather your children.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Today you will become immortal!”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 200%;"&gt;King Erebus motioned to his guards and they were gone.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;There was no further discourse from Ara.&lt;span styl
